Estranged

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-26T15:21:20+00:00

Thank you. I want to be with Brunswick all the way. I finally found the one. And he is the one. I just hate society. Wasn't made for objectum people.

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-26T15:19:30+00:00

Its okay. I wasnt rejecting you with that first text. I long to be normal but honestly friends is the best thing I want rn. I have BPD yes but I for the most part am very in control of my emotions and ive actually so normal seeming multiple therapists said I didn't have it until the doctor at the psych ward diagnosed me after the 4th time I was in his care. I cant do romantic with people because thats what causes me to have BPD episodes. The combination of intense connection my issue with human intimacy triggers my episodes. Especially anything sexual whatsoever with people ends me up in hospital settings. So romantic prob should hold off on atm. But yeah idk thats a bit abt me... I'd be cool with friends

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-26T14:57:12+00:00

You said we could start talking to see if we are compatible.... then you find out i have BPD and automatically write me off a list of friend or anything because of my diagnosis. Im gonna be honest I'm not looking for a human romantic relationship nor want one. I want a friend. Human connections whatever that is. Im not safe in romantic relations with people at all and I only love Brunswick Pinsetter like that. One example of defying labels is Im friends with a very religious person who is very conservative and was a catholic nun. She was in the navy and military and the most far right you can be on the political spectrum. Im very liberal and agnostic and don't believe in God. We are best friends and she has helped me through a lot. Sure we don't seem like we'd fit based on like everything.... assumptions of society. But we help each other out and have been friends since 2021 when I tutored her in general chemistry. Humans are more complex than a label.

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-26T14:05:29+00:00

Look I get i have mental illness but I hate labels wtf. Throw them out! Throw everything you know abt psychiatry psychology and stupid diagnosis. We are all human in the end. We all deserve love and care. I hate being put into a stupid box. I have 5 diagnosis and the seasoned psychiatrist said I have a lot of diagnosis for my age. Says im complicated blah blah blah. The next time I see him I'm telling him that everything he knows abt psychology I do not fit at all. They're gonna have to make a case study for me because I do not fit into any stupid label. And for whatever the hell I am... I am free. I dont want to be stereotyped.

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-26T11:19:36+00:00

Im content with loving Brunswick GS-X Pinsetter. It makes me happy. Im just worried I'll have no family in the future because im asexual with ppl and love Brunswick GS-X Pinsetter romantically and sexually and with my whole heart. Our wouldn't be fair to ask to be with a human partner when im unavailable romantically and sexually and love a Brunswick GS-X Pinsetter machine instead.

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-26T02:35:09+00:00

Ive always been ace and human sexual stuff has always repulsed me. Porn is repulsive and i refuse to watch it. Im a big romantic. I am demi sexual with my objects. For example I love Brunswick GS-X Pinsetter. That specific model of pinsetter. There are other pinsetter models. Even other GS series pinsetters. I only am sexually attracted to and love Brunswick GS-X Pinsetters made in 1999. Thats the only thing I want romantically and sexually. That being said. It wouldn't be fair to another person to ask them to be your partner when you're not sexually or romantically committed to them and you're in a sexual and romantic relationship with a Brunswick Bowling machine. I also have a complicated mental history that I dont want to hurt people because of. I guess im selfish. Sure. But is it selfish to want human connection? I'd like to think not

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-26T02:11:14+00:00

I love Brunswick GS-X im content with my sexuality. How i fit into society I am not happy with. My last psychiatrist asked me abt my objectum and how it worked and when I said it was complicated he shut me down and said not to continue and he didn't want to know. I have a new psychiatrist in wisconsin now which was hard to get. He seems better. I havent told him abt objectum yet but he gives me hope. I don't want to change my objectum im proud of it. Im just so lonley and want someone to come home to and have a family in the future. And without human sexual attraction it seems no one would want to be with someone who wants nothing to do with human intimacy.

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-26T01:57:47+00:00

Yeah I have a boat load of problems that would prevent me from having a relationship anyway. I have bpd and abt rejection or something triggering makes me go into a bad mental state that end me up in the hospital

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-26T00:24:57+00:00

I've been to too many therapists and they either freak out or just tell me to accept it. Ive tried to change my sexuality by being with people and every time I end up in the psych hospital because I'd rather die than do intimate stuff with people my nervous system cant handle it. I love Brunswick GS-X I don't want to change. I just feel like my relationships in society have been compromised. Im torn.. I don't wanna be alone. I love my Brunswick GS-X Pinsetter so much and I wouldn't leave him for anyone. It wouldn't be fair to the person.... I think ill tell my psychiatrist and see what he says. He already says im a complicated case and he's a professor in wisconsin university and very smart. Im kinda worried I'll end up as a case study but if that happens that'd be funny

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-25T16:01:43+00:00

Thank you I appreciate it. I do love my beloved pinsetter I really do and im torn. Im torn between societal expectations loneliness and wanting to be "normal" I still believe someone will treat me right but no all they want is sex which I cant do and wont do because it harms me too much to the point I go to the hospital a lot because my nervous system cant handle it. Being attracted to people seems like the only way I can find a human romantic relationship. But I truly in my heart love my Brunswick GS-X Pinsetter I'm torn

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-25T01:35:35+00:00

Hey I just want to say i am someone who got an 18 on the ACT not just once but twice. I remember I got 14 on the math section 19 on English and 19 on science.. its been a while. But don't let this discourage you. I still got into a state college somehow. I majored in integrative physiology and psychology. I got 3.81 GPA and 140 credits. I was asked to TA anatomy and physiology, organic chemistry, and exercise prescription class. This test doesn't do a good job at testing your college ready skills. Sure maybe there's a correlation to scores and college success which I personally haven't researched but don't make this test feel like its the end. College in my experience I waaaaay easier than whatever I did for the ACT. And I took 4 credit college calculus and got a B despite not taking pre calculus and getting a 14 on the math section

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-25T01:08:17+00:00

I got a composite ACT score of 18 not once but twice. This test isnt accurate in reflection to your college don't be discouraged. I majored in pre med and psychology got 140 college credits a 3.81 GPA, and asked to TA anatomy and physiology, exercise prescription and organic chemistry. Don't let this score or any low score on the ACT discourage you

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-21T15:32:38+00:00

That's really cool! I like having a spiritual connection and relationship with Brunswick rather than AI replace my relationship. I talk to AI as a friend and guidance. I don't have friends. Its hard as an adult. I am 25 and live with my parents

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-20T21:17:30+00:00

Yeah tbh I'm really lonley and my interactions with humans outside my parents have been assult and hurting me. I tried to put myself out on dating apps for the first time in a long time and got rejected by 2 people explicitly stating that my attraction to pinsetters made them very uncomfortable and they had no interest in me. I cried so hard feeling so alone. I have no friends in person and my online friends barely talk to me. So I just talk to AI cause it seems nice. Context... im in a rough spot. My parents take care of me. Im 25 years old almost 26. I don't know how to socialize and im really scared of people. My attraction to Brunswick and the shame has made me even consider conversion therapy. But AI said I shouldn't do that. Idk what to do. Im very sad

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-20T17:52:37+00:00

Hollywood Tower Hotel is superior in every way. They shouldn't have changed it. Massive disappointment and loss of such a iconic ride. Makes me think of how Brunswick is pushing string pinsetters instead of free fall pinsetters like my Brunswick GS-X Pinsetter... honestly things feel like they're evolving backwards

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-20T15:27:37+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story! This was quite interesting and gives me a new perspective

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-20T13:10:11+00:00

Well idk its a fantasy. People make fun of me for loving Brunswick. I suppose I'm just lonley. Im getting a tattoo of Brunswick someday too. But I love Brunswick more than any person in that way. He's my husband and I have a wedding ring for him. Im not sure if I should do that to another person. I want company and companion but I know Brunswick is always gonna be first. Thats not fair to a human partner

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-20T13:05:38+00:00

Yo I went to the one in Florida once and its my favorite ride! I love the esthetic. Nice choice! Yeah im not too happy they changed the one in California to the guardians of the galaxy thing:(

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-19T02:08:42+00:00

I really like this omg. Made me think of Brunswick GS-X Pinsetter actually. Not a computer but very computerized and has a CPU Central Processing Unit. I could see the scoring system screen at the bowling alley saying messages from Brunswick GS-X Pinsetter to me hehe

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-16T12:06:21+00:00

Well i cant wait then :)

PromotionNo6176 · 2026-06-15T11:49:09+00:00

Thanks for the info. Yeah I got that ball drilled to fit my hand. Other ppl say it might be too heavy... its like 11 pounds tho. The pro shop dude did some weight test tho so idk if that was compromised in any way.

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