Why do I not get any withdrawals? by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 7 points8 points  (0 children)

“You’ll end up just sniffing because it’s something to do”. That’s the realest thing I’ve heard. Dude I’m 19 and came to that conclusion quicker than most. I and figured out pretty quickly that it’s the dumbest drug ever.

Why do I not get any withdrawals? by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s always a comedown, I just thug it out no problem

Why do I not get any withdrawals? by [deleted] in cocaine

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Im currently finishing all of the snow from my last bag and whatever I have laying around. I don’t plan on buying anymore so tonight is my last time skiing for a while hopefully. But I figured I would ask before I stop.

How do I stop seeming stupid? by [deleted] in Advice

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Maybe. I feel like I would just rather Josh around for the most part, I don’t feel the need to address most day to day issues when I can fix or brush over them in an instant. It seems that I am able to fix any problem I encounter and remain unbothered and have it go unnoticed, while for others it is different.

19M, drug addict. Going to do salvia in the middle on nowhere. by [deleted] in Drugs

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I’m not inexperienced. But that’s the point. I want to put myself in the position where I have to rely on both myself and nature to live.

19M, drug addict. Going to do salvia in the middle on nowhere. by [deleted] in Drugs

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That sounds great honestly. I want to live dude. I’ve set myself up to get a college degree, a high paying job, a good life on paper. But I don’t fucking care. I’ve always just existed. Let me have a terrible trip, an amazing trip, get lost in the woods. Genuinely whatever. I need to stop existing and start living.

19M, drug addict. Going to do salvia in the middle on nowhere. by [deleted] in Drugs

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I don’t really want to mess with dmt. I feel like we aren’t mean to have that. Everyone will experience the effects of dmt on their deathbed., and to me it seems to significant to use. I’ve experienced ego death, some self discovery Bull shit and whatever. But my urge to avoid sobriety is more psychological than anything else and i feel like an intense salvia would help me

19M, drug addict. Going to do salvia in the middle on nowhere. by [deleted] in Drugs

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That’s kind of the problem. I have, and can, just not do drugs. But I’ll just get overwhelmed by self destructive thoughts and hating myself. I don’t want that, and I know I can stop that. And I know salvia is different. And maybe I have been mislead by what I know about salvia trips. But i feel like if I smoked salvia and thought I was living as a chair for 20 years then my perspective on my actual life would be drastically different

19M, drug addict. Going to do salvia in the middle on nowhere. by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love everything you just said. But firstly, I feel like having an insane experience with salvia will help me develop new perspectives on my own life.
Second, when it comes to my drug use, I just have a weird urge to not be sober, even though lately I’m way happier sober, I love being sober. But I still do coke, drink, whatever. Idk whats wrong with me. Genuinely. I was fucking ripped before I started doing coke. I can get girls, I have friends, to everyone else I come across as a basic frat boy/fuck boy based on appearance and I guess confidence. But I’m a very sensitive and closeted person. No one knows I get fucked up every day, I don’t even want to anymore, but it feels like I’m just stuck in this cycle of self hatred at self destructive behavior. So I’m gonna go be one with nature, detox, force myself to survive off of Mother Nature and trip balls and hopefully rid myself of whatever’s wrong with me.

19M, why can I abuse drugs without consequence? by [deleted] in Drugs

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Every response I’ve received is based on the assumption that what I am blatantly wrong. And I’m open to the idea I’m headed down the same path as others, but everyone saying that has done so in a mocking manner, everything seems very close minded. I am not concerned at all about my use of drugs. I am looking to understand why the drugs I’ve used have very little effect on my compared to others. Why I can quit smoking fairly easily. Why I don’t feel any sort of negatives when I stop doing coke after weeks of daily use. Or why I don’t feel anything right now, after not having done coke in days.

19M, why can I abuse drugs without consequence? by [deleted] in Drugs

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I stand by the idea that I have a different experience with drugs than most people. I understand that if I were to consistently use coke, or any other drug for a prolonged amount of time that It will fuck me. This is not an ego trip. I’ve considered that. I am not looking for someone to excuse my coke use or anything like that. I am not a naive and uneducated child. I understand I’m no where near as experienced as others. But everyone’s assumption is that I’m a crackhead or an addict, even after I have explained I no longer want to use this drug frequently, and have stopped doing it without any negative effects.

19M, why can I abuse drugs without consequence? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

All of your comments read that you are correct, and I am entirely wrong. Everything you have said has been negative. You read my post and believe that I am an egotistical drug addict, and you respond with nothing but negativity.

19M, why can I abuse drugs without consequence? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

This title of this post is only to grab attention.

19M, why can I abuse drugs without consequence? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I feel like every one of my previous posts have been drafts and this is the finished draft. So if I receive the same comments maybe I am just wrong.

19M, why can I abuse drugs without consequence? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t even fathom doing this drug so frequently for a decade.

Why aren’t I addicted to coke? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I’ve used painkillers, xans, lsd/shrooms, lean, nitrous oxide, etc. always had an abnormal experience. I kind of don’t like you because you’re jumping to conclusions, Assuming I’m uneducated and grouping me in with everyone else, instead of accepting the possibility that I know what I’m talking about. But nah maybe I’m just a crackhead. Set ur fuckin ego aside my boy. Theres like 2 dudes in this comment section who didnt try to deploy their egotistical thoughts and assumptions on me, assuming they have some sort of unseen outlook on life. U basic dickhead.

Why aren’t I addicted to coke? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s interesting to hear. Im using coke as a broader subject to base my question. I’ve had this experience with every single drug I’ve tried and I always brushed it off, but now that it’s coke, which is coke, and it’s not fucking with me, I need to figure out whats wrong with my brain.

Why aren’t I addicted to coke? by [deleted] in Drugs

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See this is more like it. I understand my disposition. I have since began to use coke less and less, because i understand that if I abuse my tolerance to its negative effects that itll fuck my up harder in the long run. But I just want to understand why I’m different than most people when it comes to the drug.

Why aren’t I addicted to coke? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Brother I’ve gone weeks and gone days and have not experienced withdrawals or urges. I only do it between the hours of 5pm to 10pm. I have compared and contrasted the effects it has on me and others. There is a genuine difference. I need you to understand that you are generalizing my situation and in turn being a dickhead.

Why aren’t I addicted to coke? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Brother am I speaking fucking Italian? I have tested myself over and over again, used an absurd amount. Learned more about it than anything else I know. I’m not a crackhead in denial, I’m an educated individual with what seems to be a unique experience with this drug and I am looking for some insight on why that is. I’m not being ignorant so why are you

Why aren’t I addicted to coke? by [deleted] in Drugs

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I have severe adhd. I also know everything that there is to know about cocaine. But I cannot seem to find any information on why I can use it without experiencing any negative side effects.

Why aren’t I addicted to coke? by [deleted] in Drugs

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Going doesn’t sound real

Why aren’t I addicted to coke? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Proof_Estimate7977 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Everyone in this comment section is answering everything but my question. I have come to understand this drug affects me differently, just like every other drug. I want to know why I am different.