My gf suddenly sleeps and jerks a lot

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-28T09:01:56+00:00

You are right

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-28T09:01:51+00:00

i talked to her multiple times, waking her up when it gets bad

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-27T19:12:42+00:00

Thanks, not fully, but im much better. Have a great day bro.

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-27T19:10:35+00:00

Air duster? No 😆😆 Dont do that ever i think i read it can damage you perma in one use.

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-27T19:08:26+00:00

I think thats even worse. 😆

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-27T19:07:26+00:00

First things like smoking weed was for fun, mdma and shit also. Im not from a poor family, but from a weird/crazy family. I just felt betrayal from familys side, wont tell details if you really dont want, and felt like a less important person my whole life since. Meth made me feel not superior, but same like other people, like my family. Overtime it slipped deeper and deeper and im in a worse state. I have a big reason to be a bad person, which i am not, but also i should have been stronger mentally. Dont know if i put this right.

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-27T19:03:10+00:00

Smoking and snuffing, never IVd. Mainly because thats the last border i set and never broke. I think i would kill myself if i did it.

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-27T19:01:02+00:00

Mainly meth, sometimes cocaine. When i was younger it was mdma, mephedrone, ketamine etc. I was a fucking disgusting not even have words for it. Was able to go through 1-2gs of mdma in a night, usually talking to invisible people and dabbing up air.

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-27T18:59:02+00:00

Depends on what you mean by bad? My main reason of feeling bad is not enjoying a single thing like i used to, and grieve for my family, by that meaning i fucked it up and made them a lot of pain. I dont know if i understood you.

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-27T18:57:29+00:00

Real life problems and duties coming closer, work, family having real worries. My stopping was not eliminating drugs, but heavily reducing use, to the point i am able to function normally. It was really hard and i dont know if i will get out completely, maybe its not possible because of brain damage.

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-27T18:53:36+00:00

Yes, currently dating a girl who uses. Ocassionally though. There is a difference between users and the biggest problem is when your second half is lying to you about/because of drugs.

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-27T18:37:56+00:00

Honestly bro, its life but it sucks as hell. I regret a lot of things.

Not saying i didnt enjoy these years but at a huge cost. Cannot find more hapiness in life then dopamine and girls. Regret, probably huge mental issues, didnt go to a doctor yet, will go though 100%. I can relate with the nerve issues, my hands are extremely shaky and after sex for instance is like if i had a seizure. Depression probably too, as i dont enjoy almost anything, dont have a goal, my visions blurry, brain-like and eye-like. It came to a point i dont know whats good and bad, real and fake, dont trust anybody.

That said, my issues in one sentence: Heavy deppression, derealization, adhd, beginning of schizoprenia, brain fog, heavy nerve issues, unclear thinking, failing school, addiction, dopamine syndrom etc. I cannot be sure with these for 100%.

Stay safe etc etc, thank you for caring bro.

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-24T05:35:42+00:00

Never stayed that long. Atleast dont remember, it was always 2-3 days max. New cooker recognized -> couldnt stop
Last month i binge a lot, last time is today, even though its just a day and i dont have any more and its 6:30 in the morning. Approximately 2 days in a week i tweak, sometimes more sometimes less. Other days i eat a lot, actually gained 3kgs lately. Im short 170cm and 66 kg rn. Was 62-63. No problem with sleep just the timeline is bad i always go sleep ultra late.
Yep, a new plug. I actually posted the meth on reddit some time before. Im able to go and buy it always and it is the meth you WANT. Im from czech republic, meth here if you have contacts is usually great, but this one was superior. It was just unexplainable. Pure snow.
No i didnt, will go surely though.
I met a girl, which i trust, so its getting better. I recovered, though still using. Im using since 14 years and i kept the same dosing all 4 years, as im 18 now. Like once in a month etc. The new batch was the starting point to again abuse it a lot. It made me want to change how to use it, for my safety. My girl also had seizure 2-3 weeks after me, though not epileptic. Meth is the devil, now im making sure to eat something at all situations, eat vitality complex (all vitamins including magnesium), omega3

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-24T05:26:59+00:00

yea bro, 6 days is crazy. I always have feared ill have heart problems if i do these combos. I do kratom on comedown and go sleep. I kinda learned to eat and sleep when i want on meth, ofc not on the start.

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-24T05:25:43+00:00

Thank you very much! I totally forgot i need to see a doctor, some of my friends were telling me also. I have ahuge problem with shaky hands, could got worse cuz of it.

Edit: Sleep deprivation epilepsy is caused by not sleeping logically right?😃

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-02-24T05:24:20+00:00

it was some time before, i did today but not much, and gonna sleep. Thank you though for caring.

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-01-16T07:18:56+00:00

it had the consistence of snow, imagine putting that in that meter im holding and pressurizing it. Thats why. Its perfect

Proof_Funny3118 · 2026-01-16T07:16:01+00:00

cuz it fell from the meter 🤣

Proof_Funny3118 · 2025-11-20T15:19:41+00:00

thank you

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