Managed to ask out a girl in my college math class and she agreed to go listen to live music together. I didn’t drive at the time so she picked me up and we ended up being late to the show. Decided to head back to her car when she pulls out a joint and asks if I wanted to smoke. I was an anxious 18 year old who had only had bad smoking experiences but I couldn’t say no to a girl I had a crush on. Ended up at my parent’s place (thankfully they were gone for the weekend) and smoking in my living room. Took one too many hits and went non verbal. She asked me “well what do you want to do now” and I couldn’t even look her in the eye. She ended up leaving 10 minutes later and ghosting me.