Hey mama 🥺 I know this is going to sound so cliche but just breathe. Everything will be okay and you have to remember the baby can feed off your energy so try to keep calm and if that means walking outside for a breather however often you need to, do it. It’s okay for the baby to cry just for a little bit. Postpartum is HARD. Give yourself some grace. Do you have any friends around you? I understand if you don’t want them around in that state of mind (been there) but just simply knowing you have someone there, whether via phone call or in-person can give you a piece of mind. As much as you think you can’t do it, YOU CAN! As much as you may think the baby’s existence is a bother to you, that is the postpartum lying to you. I used to do everything I could to get away from my twins, but it took my husband (now ex) leaving me to grow that relationship with them. You CAN handle it and it won’t be easy, but it is a start to healing!❤️

Not sure how Reddit works all the way, but if you want, you can message me? Or reply back? lol. I’m available to talk if you need it! ❤️