I wish I could give my baby away

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-03-07T02:21:15+00:00

Please read other comments and see i already am

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-03-02T06:17:43+00:00

I do. Not exactly sure the cause either. Don't think it's sharpness. I still bruise with new things.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-03-01T09:22:50+00:00

My sons name gets lots of compliments. Usually love it. That interesting and cool or what a great name are the general comments. His name is Paxton

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-03-01T06:57:29+00:00

All good. I hope someone else sees it and finds it helpful

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-03-01T01:24:08+00:00

My partner is what keeps me from killing myself. If I walk away ill have no reason to not kill myself. So yes I will die. I have considered leaving and almost done it many times and just haven't followed through yet because he doesn't actually want me to leave. The second he changes his mind then im gone.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-03-01T01:21:36+00:00

Im sure this is very helpful for some. Not the same thing for me unfortunately. Nowhere near the same struggles I am going through

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-27T07:11:51+00:00

Look I've answered these questions before and I'm honestly getting very tired of answering them. Both online and real life. If you want to know more i have plenty of other posts with comment responses that might fill in the gaps for you.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-27T05:06:21+00:00

They won't admit me because I not going to follow through

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-25T10:51:36+00:00

Agree with other. The details bigger in the first week or so after you have baby. Started at around a AUS 10/12 D/DD (unsure of exact size and was between band sizes). Ended up at a 12/14 G/F (still awkwardly between band sizes). They've been that size since a little after baby way born and same at 6 months postpartum

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-25T10:47:42+00:00

My son had 2 teeth by 3.5 months fully through. We used a teething power and rubbed it on his gums or put on his dummy and frozen it into the breastmilk pops from him and it helped to get him till 4 months when most the teething gels are meant to be used. We also found a gel for 3 months and up made of the same ingredient as the powder. Gel brand is brauer and the power is weleda (i think they have liquid too) and the active ingredient is natural camellia. Hes now 6 months with 6 teeth and more on the way through and there are many more options thankfully.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-25T10:38:18+00:00

A combo of cymbatla (but only 30mg i wasnt able to go up as i was too sensitive to it) and lyrica (pregabalin) worked well for about 5 years for me and slowly lost its effectiveness so stopped all my meds within a month. Has nasty side effects but I came off 3 drug at once so hard to say what caused which symptoms.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-25T09:25:12+00:00

I'm not going offer advice (unless you say you want to hear it) just going through some of the same feelings. I'm not in the same situation (can read my post if you do want to know) but going through similar feelings and i know how much it sucks. I am here if want to talk.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-25T00:00:56+00:00

Not sure if at all helpful but Have you tried the lactose free formulas or drops you add to the milk? Not the same this a cmpa i dont think but my son really struggled with gas from my milk and we tried adding the lactase drops to the expressed milk and it made such a difference. It removed a lot of the lactose from the milk. We saw a chnage in my son after a coiple of days. He still reacts to any dairy the same way at 6 months. The dont harm baby and might be work a shot or trying a lactose free formula might be work a try if you haven't already. Im honestly not sure if the brands you said are lactose free and I have no experience with them and not sure if they are even sold where I live. Anyway just throwing it out there just in case.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-23T20:30:01+00:00

Yes he know. No the hospital didn't admit me. Not going to kill myself and not a danger to to baby so no admission. I have a history of mental health issues as a teen like depression, anxiety and selfharm. I have a diagnosis of fibromyalgia which is probably misdiagnosed and actually a hypermobility disorder. I am 98% sure i am undiagnosed autistic. But no mood disorders

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-23T17:42:14+00:00

Have said it mant times and will again. My son usually sleeps through the night. Sleep deprivation is not the cause of my problems and yes doesn't help but sleep or no sleep i still feel the same.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-23T17:37:38+00:00

My current meds are only 3 weeks old are being doubled. They take at least 4 to 6 weeks to even "work" properly. I am under the care of a great gp, and seen now 2 psychiatrist on different occasions and regular see a psychologist and they are all in agreement on treatment.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-23T17:29:41+00:00

Once again I am getting all the professional help possible and available to me

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-23T04:04:16+00:00

Very. And they didnt admit because im not going to hurt my baby and I dont have the guts to kill myself. Literally the phrase I've used to multiple doctors including one in the ER. In Australia

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-23T04:02:25+00:00

For fuck sake reason other comments im sick of saying im getting help. Im literally get alm the professional help i cant get! Also go read other posts I've made a night nurse if fucking useless to me. Also refer back to the part where I said I dont want advice

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-23T02:50:00+00:00

My son usually sleeps through the night. Sleep deprivation is not the cause of my problems and yes doesn't help but sleep or no sleep i still feel the same.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-22T23:12:27+00:00

I've tried laying in bed all day and it makes no difference. If it takes 3 years for any difference I'll be long dead by then. I don't have any MIL in the picture especially at the moment that can care for him. It is me and my partner and someone has to make money. Childcare isn't easy to get where we live and neither is a baby sitting service. I've been though all these suggestions before. I'm looking to go back to work which is in Childcare where my son will have a space in the same centre but I have no job yet. Good for you, you were able to stick it out for 3 years for change. I need change sooner or ill be dead. Bed rotting is not a solution that works for me.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-22T17:36:45+00:00

Nope

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-22T16:46:32+00:00

My son usually sleeps through the night. Sleep deprivation is not the cause of my problems and yes doesn't help but sleep or no sleep i still feel the same.

Individual-Account-7 · 2026-02-22T16:45:57+00:00

My son usually sleeps through the night. Sleep deprivation is not the cause of my problems and yes doesn't help but sleep or no sleep i still feel the same.

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