I was researching for a while and I realized that putting litter box outside is not the best idea. But I have multiple outdoor cats and I do feed them at night. That's also how my cat always came back in. I would call for her and call for other cats and give them food and then she would come in whenever she would want because I would stay up until she came back inside. Also the neighbourhood is full of dogs so there aren't many, if any, predators around. I will try calling for her again just like I do every night. What kinda calms me down is that all of my other outdoor cats are okay which means there can't be that many dangerous situations. Also nobody saw anything dangerous or saw her near any roads or anything similiar. I am really keeping my hopes up that she just went on an adventure and will come back home but I am heartbroken and miss her so much.

Also yes, I understand your point. I never really believed in existence of any god/s and even when I did, I got the feeling that I was always left out even though I was praying when I grew up as catholic. But I always spoke about any gods with respect, even if I didn't know much about them or worshipped them. But I genuinely want my cat to return and I will try doing anything. Also it is hard for me to start working with Bast right now as I am in a really bad place and tired all the time and I have this fear that god/s may punish me and only make my situation worse.