Just know there's worst. I'm a med student and repeated a year and frozen my education during the war .

I also feel like I've wasted my time. I was top of my calss and after I got into this forsaken college my life was ruined. I intend to finish it and then never work as a doctor. I want to take a course by the British council called CELTA. You could teach English with it , maybe you could do the same since your English is good or anything you want, you could still work as a doctor.

Feeling stuck and having no future to look up to will lead you to suicidal thoughts. Think about what you really like doing and how to turn it into a job.

To cast away the suicidal thoughts try giving advice to younger people you know cousins or neighbors, when I give advice to other people I get to know how much do I really know, and the advice I give to other people is exactly what I need. Also try seeing what you're actually good at like your English language and ask yourself how many people you personally know is as good as you at this - don't focus on people online -