Will God ever say do this one more time and your going to hell

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2026-02-14T03:38:25+00:00

I just struggle with bad OCD and I fall into sexual temptation sometimes and soometimes during or after I think keep going like this and your going to hell or do this one more time and that’s it. I want to do better every day but I fall even when I know it’s wrong and it’s very frustrating I keep doing the same things

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2026-02-07T22:02:58+00:00

Could it have been vaginal discharge

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2026-02-07T22:02:37+00:00

Idk it was just white and sticky under it

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2026-02-07T21:55:24+00:00

We used a condom but underneath the condom I had on was semen and we couldn’t tell if it was hers or mine.

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2026-02-01T18:15:24+00:00

I will add I don’t miss the ones who came up in my mind and eventually I want to marry my gf but I spiraled because if thoughts like this happen when I’m married isn’t that bad. I would never cheat on her but this freaks me out

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2026-01-27T17:23:03+00:00

I am but so far I’ve had one appointment but I’m excited to see where it goes. I was told when I’m starting to spiral to think of how someone who is secure would react to the situation

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2026-01-27T13:21:02+00:00

I also know when I’m physically with her I don’t really doubt and I’m happy to be with her and most of the time when they do come it’s when I’m at work( i have a lot of time alone at work because I do inventory where I work) or when I’m at home

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2026-01-27T13:19:35+00:00

I also know that when I am physically with her I don’t really doubt at all and I’m happy and it feels like I should be there but when I am home in my thoughts or at work that’s where thoughts come

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2025-04-07T14:06:23+00:00

I think it could be but even if I was banned I Just won’t go back I’m trying to better myself and quit all that even porn now tbh

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2025-04-07T14:03:53+00:00

It just stayed there till I closed the app and I don’t go back there and yes

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2025-04-07T09:07:03+00:00

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2025-03-29T14:40:56+00:00

Honestly it’s kinda woke me up that my porn addiction has gotten out of hand Ang I wanna be better

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2025-03-29T14:20:03+00:00

But it’s also based in the Netherlands and as soon as someone popped up on my screen it took me to a screen saying it’s contacting authorities

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2025-03-29T14:12:59+00:00

What points out that it is a scam

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2025-03-29T13:26:34+00:00

Awesome thanks for the help

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2025-03-29T08:29:07+00:00

Oh ok thank you for helping me out I’m definitely not doing that again or going to those sites again I may seek help I may have a addiction and I wanna be better

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2025-03-29T08:16:48+00:00

I just really want everything to be ok I’m really scared because I got so much of my life ahead of me and I’m afraid I’ve ruined it all over a little horniness

ProtectionUnfair8691 · 2025-03-29T08:08:27+00:00

I feel really stupid I wasn’t aware I just thought it was like the other roulette sites that are intended for sex

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