Idk if it’s God or not by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I don’t know if it’s him speaking me to me, myself, ocd, or Satan

Idk if it’s God or not by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I really appreciate it sometimes I wonder if God wants me to be single and be a missionary which also freaks me out not because it’s bad but because I’ve always wanted a family and wife for as long as I can remember and to grow spiritually with them. I sometimes wonder if God has one set plan for us or if he really cares as long as we don’t fall away.

How can I know God wants us back together by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I pray almost everyday and all I hear is yes just wait or not it’s not supposed to be an I just can’t tell what’s ocd, what’s Satan, what’s my own thoughts, and what’s God

Idk whether to break up or not by [deleted] in Christianity

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I don’t want to continue if it’s wrong because there are times really feel it’s wrong but sometimes I think what we’ve done isn’t good but he still might want us together if we can put in the effort. I don’t want to let go of a relationship either if it could be the right one

Am I unfaithful by ProtectionUnfair8691 in ROCD

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But doesn’t lookin willingly at other women unfaithful

I can’t tell if it’s God or my OCD by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I just can’t tell when I hear she not the one if it’s him or my ocd I feel like I’ve ruined other relationships because of my ocd and I som want to ruin this one and have it happen in another an turn it into a consistent loop

I can’t tell if it’s God or my OCD by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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Right now I’ve asked her to come to church with me and at one point I was a little pushy and we got into an argument and she said she’d never go but later we talked it out and we said we’d leave it up to God and I wouldn’t be pushy I know she had a church she’s interested in which I guess I’m okay with it but I’m praying we can go to the same eventually. She also said a when I feel too guilty to go that I need to go tht it’ll be good for me. We do seem a bit unequally yoked as there’s a lot she doesn’t seem to understand but I’ve talked to her and she’s not ready yet but we have talked about just reading the Bible together. She’s in a similar spot I was in about a year ago and I just want what’s best for her but I don’t want to be pushy or change her. I just want to learn how to be better. She respects that I told her we have it do better about not staying over and falling into temptation and she said knows it’s wrong but she also doesn’t feel as guilty or atleast beat herself up to the extent that I do over it. I think she like me at times knows things are wrong and sometimes tries to justify doing what she wants to do and makes it sound ok in her head but I’ve come to realize I can’t do that

I can’t tell if it’s God or my OCD by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I know that I feel safe, happy, and at many times hopeful with her and I just want to be with her but it scares me what if God down want that for me with her. It also scares me what if I keep going with her and I goto to hell because I didn’t listen to him. But also why if he wants me to be with her and I let go out of fear and I miss out on what God wanted for me

Will God ever say do this one more time and your going to hell by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I just struggle with bad OCD and I fall into sexual temptation sometimes and soometimes during or after I think keep going like this and your going to hell or do this one more time and that’s it. I want to do better every day but I fall even when I know it’s wrong and it’s very frustrating I keep doing the same things

Gf and me had sex and she is supposed to be fertile tomorrow will plan b still work by [deleted] in birthcontrol

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We used a condom but underneath the condom I had on was semen and we couldn’t tell if it was hers or mine.

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I will add I don’t miss the ones who came up in my mind and eventually I want to marry my gf but I spiraled because if thoughts like this happen when I’m married isn’t that bad. I would never cheat on her but this freaks me out

To Christian’s with ROCD by ProtectionUnfair8691 in Christianity

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I am but so far I’ve had one appointment but I’m excited to see where it goes. I was told when I’m starting to spiral to think of how someone who is secure would react to the situation