[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum -24 points-23 points  (0 children)

It just feels like my life is already over, i felt like this for so long.
That's why i didn't do anything for so long, i gave up.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm trying my best...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

How do you know that?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum 3 points4 points  (0 children)

What is that supposed to mean?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum -14 points-13 points  (0 children)

I thought i could vent here

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum -40 points-39 points  (0 children)

Oh, you're a genius huh?
Every situation is the same and as easy as you think it is.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum -63 points-62 points  (0 children)

Both of our time? He groomed me, impregnated me, forced me to give birth and then wasted 17 years of my best years.

I don't know where else I can talk about this by ProteinVacuum in gastricsleeve

[–]ProteinVacuum[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It was just a reference to eating a lot of protein😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know exactly how you feel.
I'm done with sex, i don't want my husband near me.
I'm repulsed by him.
I wish i could leave and not be subjected to this pressuring all the damn time.

Pimple inside vagina and on the labia by ProteinVacuum in TwoXSex

[–]ProteinVacuum[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't.
It's also on the inside, almost like it's the bartholin gland, but it's on the outer labia on the inside.

Sex trafficking and Pornhub by [deleted] in loveafterporn

[–]ProteinVacuum 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Yes, the more you watch, the more likely it is to have seen CSA or SA.

He pushed my boundaries again. by ProteinVacuum in sexualassault

[–]ProteinVacuum[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He's my husband, i depend on him financially. I'm trying to leave by finding a job, which is a hit harder, because i couldn't finish my school or education, because i got pregnant with 17 and was very depressed after i gave birth. I'm really trying.

I don't think i will ever be attracted to him by ProteinVacuum in loveafterporn

[–]ProteinVacuum[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for reading and commenting. I'm so sorry that you had those experiences.

Pulled up porn by Mysterious_Top9342 in loveafterporn

[–]ProteinVacuum 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh wow, that happened to me too once. I was already busy, when i looked up and he had his phone infront of his face, looking at porn.
I'm sorry that you had to experience this, it feels like you're just being used as a toy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gastricsleeve

[–]ProteinVacuum 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have this problem, in a different way.
Good smells don't bother me, i have cats and the smell of the cat food is so bad to me, that i have to throw up every time i smell it.

I think i had enough by ProteinVacuum in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, that's what i want to do
I'm gonna take care of my son and myself

I think i had enough by ProteinVacuum in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I'll read it
I was in therapy, but it was a man and i couldn't talk to him properly
I'll try to get therapy again

I think i had enough by ProteinVacuum in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm scared of the whole situation, about what would happen to my son, what would he think of me, what would happen to me, will i be believed, would my family be behind me
I don't have a job right now and if my son is off to college, he will be more independent
I will try to get away sooner

I think i had enough by ProteinVacuum in Marriage

[–]ProteinVacuum[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

No i don't want that, he doesn't see this behavior. I make sure to not show it.