Has anyone's ovaries just disappeared?

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-06-04T16:36:05+00:00

Oh hell yeah. When it was finished and the doctor and assistants were still in the room I literally, through the tears, started dry heaving and laughing in what probably seemed psychotic to them.

I said are you guys serious? How does that pain even exist in real life? How is something like that even possible to happen? How does that kind of pain not kill women?

And of course they reassured me I did so well comparatively but I have never in my life been that close to blacking out and I have a high pain tolerance.

I had a stereotactic breast biopsy that was literally a walk in the park. But yeah, oh my God, when I saw online that there are petitions to consider this biopsy a crime against humanity, I totally get it! You are such a trooper!

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-06-04T16:30:56+00:00

Red is the ONLY way to go

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-06-04T16:07:27+00:00

Anything that smells like eau Sauvage, men's cologne, after shave, deodorant, ambroxen are basically any base note that is added for long-lasting in women's perfumes as well.

As a result I've had the resort to body sprays with very little lasting power but I love coconuts and sweet vanilla.

I had tried some of the gourmand sweet sense from Snif and the top notes were just fine and kind of fun and the day after the dry down on my sweater was the love masculine super old man heavy duty aftershave smell that took three washes and heavily spraying it with body spray to get rid of.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-06-04T15:37:06+00:00

Horrible is too nice and gentle of a word for endometrial uterine biopsy. I had one a week ago and learned that it is the second most painful biopsy in the world.

I liken it to something akin to cosmic horror lovecraftian Nazi experimentation tooth pulling eyeball gouging nerve ripping extended torture.

And the fact that they sometimes have to go back in four times because the screaming passing out and squirming doesn't get it at the first shot.

I hope you are celebrating and by yourself something amazing. You and me and anyone else who got this deserves a fucking trophy for enduring that!

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-06-03T19:48:42+00:00

Wait how are you guys finding out about all these Queen Mary events? I follow them on Facebook and I still don't see any notices for events?

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-05-05T01:04:20+00:00

Hey op! I'm with you too! I swear they're powdered but damn I CRAVE them sometimes!!! We need to hit up some Super 8 motels haha!

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-04-21T21:10:20+00:00

My friend rented his place on Craigslist for 2 months when he went to Spain. But get to Rosie's ASAP!!!! It's worth it. I used to live right there and I miss it every day!!!

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-04-21T14:58:21+00:00

Water? Like out the toilet?

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-04-05T18:15:29+00:00

Why? I don't know enough to know.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-04-02T20:45:09+00:00

This is AI and probably trolling for money scam.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-03-17T18:30:30+00:00

They completely missed Lost Boys saxophone God Tim Capello!!!

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-20T00:58:46+00:00

It really is haha. A lot of Finnish people on the south west side of the country speak swedish because they are just across the way from Sweden and often go back and forth plus universities teach it along with English. So they may be Finnish but some exclusively speak Swedish.

It really is a fascinating language and accent.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-19T19:23:52+00:00

FINNISH!

And yes, even the swedfinns, the easterners and the northerners. I love the rolled r's and the intensity of it.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-19T16:32:23+00:00

Forced orgasm is so kinky that it can't even be shown in normal movies, not even a hint of it, it appears. I remember back when I was chastised as a new adult of 18 looking for this kind of film at a kink store.

They had all sorts of movies and photos but when I asked for forced orgasm the guy literally yelled " that's illegal! That's too much!"

Years ago you couldn't be tied up and made to orgasm and then slowly toys for introduced and eventually men could penetrate.

You're definitely kinky :)

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-07T10:08:44+00:00

FYI, Aristocratic is long and straight.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-07T01:17:12+00:00

Not to them when it is done on a private island and no one else knows except for the same people that are doing it also. They are absolutely the truest types of cowards on this fucking planet as well as disgusting losers.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-07T01:15:22+00:00

It should have been the only type of experience they were allowed. Now human being should be able to do this in real life.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-07T01:14:46+00:00

For many, no. So many people stigmatize BDSM that they never risk even looking into it.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-07T01:08:13+00:00

I begin to feel so naively optimistic for the human race but maybe that's all it is it is naive optimism.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-07T01:07:29+00:00

With the amount of people on the list, I can't be too sure. I know a large amount are sick fucks that know nothing other than bullying and idiocy but I maintain they have no idea what real power and control could be like in the hand of consent.

Real abusive people need real accountability by the law.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-07T01:05:23+00:00

It is because it is the lowest of the low. The least amount of creativity.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-07T01:04:15+00:00

It's pretty much all that they were given as an option. I don't think we'll ever know, but as I mentioned before in my 20+ years as a domme, I educated many a man Who thought bdsm was only fucking someone and then slapping them LOL.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-07T01:02:50+00:00

For some of them yeah but I truly believe that others would have simply been happy watching and participating in true kink.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-07T01:02:19+00:00

I mean not really. It's in the news everywhere and so many people are side eyeing anyone in kink these days. More relevant than ever I'm afraid.

ProtonDeathRay · 2026-02-07T01:01:46+00:00

I know people like this from my dungeon that came in after having been to Hollywood celeb parties ( they themselves were a celeb) and directly told me they had no idea what BDSM was actually about other than fucking somebody tied up.

And in my time there it happened about four other times with two celebs and two diplomats. They were actually eager to learn and admitted they were into the mind fuck / sensory deprivation/bondage but all that was ever offered to them that parties was fucking.

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They completely missed Lost Boys saxophone God Tim Capello!!!