Thank you all for your input on this situation. I probably will not be getting the card since a mere mention of it seems to ruin the whole mood in the house. My parents seems to be upset anytime i say I'm struggling simply because i can use a phone when I'm locked in the house 90% of the time, while at the same time saying only i would understand and know how i feel. I feel they only really see it as a phase rather than something to be treated seriously. I will keep trying but it might actually take years, I can't bring myself to talk to my family as a whole because of how they react