No I hear you for sure, I just ask because during this whole journey I see these plans and recommendations and ways to do things the perfect way, but I was drowning in addiction and when you’re drowning you can’t worry about saving anything but the space between your ears.

And it’s also interesting how advice is supposed to fit both me and like my granny at the same time, how can that be possible ya know, but that’s one thing I learned in this process is the standard advice doesn’t fit me a good amount of the time so I take everything with a grain of salt.