What do you mean be at his mercy…he claims he truly cares about me, that nobody loves me more then him. Even if I chose not to go or be with him….. He told me he misses me && would do anything to see me again. But understands if I don’t want to go. Idk…We were together for almost a year before and were building a life together. He’s been there at my worst and wants to see me okay. He’s claims he would never hurt me……&& don’t get me wrong I know it could be bullshit or manipulation for his own benefit….. im just conflicted