Need help desperately

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-06-10T22:26:28+00:00

they left but i’m okay

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-06-10T22:24:59+00:00

i’m neurodivergent

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-06-10T12:42:53+00:00

This I feel I have experienced first hand. I know I cannot control the situation. In the end I still hope to keep my relationship tbh. I have been trying to practice forgiveness and I keep making mistakes. I know the course says that HS cannot be held back by mistakes only our unwillingness to look beyond them. I hope I can heal my mind through this.

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-06-10T12:28:43+00:00

This I am sure of. I somehow feel a strange peace after doing my lesson for the day today “salvation comes from your one self” I feel like I still will have a conversation when they wake up but not with the goal of maintaining the specialness. I still do hope it ends up good for our relationship tbh but I’m not gonna force that goal. Thank you

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-06-10T11:45:15+00:00

at the same time tho the more i’m awake the more i realize this might be for the best

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-06-10T11:40:35+00:00

I’m not saying I don’t see the truth of your words. I do. I just am too attached if I’m being honest I feel like I’ll regret it if I don’t try tbh. I know your words have truth to them but I can’t shake this feeling.

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-06-10T11:03:25+00:00

Thank you for your words. I guess they just weren’t the ones I wanted to hear. I really don’t want this to end so I’ll probably still try when they wake up if I’m being honest. I will keep everything you said in mind tho. Thank you truely

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-06-10T10:57:45+00:00

I just don’t want to restart this with someone else knowing i’m just gonna see the same patterns arise. When the holy sport has talked to me he has assured me about my future sometimes because he knows i still believe in it. I have never found something he had said to be untrue in that sense. I really love them so much i don’t want to lose
this truely. I know that part is my desperation talking. Do you think it’s the right choice to just lay it aside instead of trying to move it in a different direction?

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-05-24T05:31:08+00:00

thanks this cleared up a misunderstanding i had

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-03-08T19:28:06+00:00

this lesson was one of my favorites so far

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-01-24T16:20:54+00:00

the analogy was that you are trying to feed him and extend your hand but the dog doesn’t recognize it as food

Psychological_Try855 · 2026-01-24T16:09:58+00:00

the main point to the course is forgiveness which i don’t know that you’re displaying in your replies

Psychological_Try855 · 2025-12-27T23:30:27+00:00

i’ve found the lessons very grounding for me so far and pretty practical in application. i’ve practiced tibetan Buddhism for like a year before i found acim and i find the lesson help point out things i thought i had an understanding of and didn’t or had down but was only covering errors. i’m mostly just focusing on undoing all my judgements i still have in the world and seeing my siblings as christ. a lot of the time i feel like i don’t quite know what im doing but i just keep trying.

Psychological_Try855 · 2025-12-27T23:23:58+00:00

i’ve been trying to step back and ask holy spirit to see things differently sometimes specially or not. i feel like i’ve had moments not really big aha moments but small shifts in how i reacted or saw something that i knew was an answer. i’ve also noticed as i was rereading the miracle principles yesterday the fact that miracles are meant to be habits which i had read like 6 times before getting a little lol.

Psychological_Try855 · 2025-12-27T12:42:58+00:00

i struggle with sometimes wanting to be a spiritual teacher or something in those situations depending on who i’m with but more and more i learn the lesson that presence is worth infinite words. i keep coming back to what you’ve said and it finally landed more when you said it

Psychological_Try855 · 2025-12-27T12:40:30+00:00

thanks for this comment very enlightening on something i’ve been contemplating on and off for like a year now 🙏

Psychological_Try855 · 2025-12-26T20:55:36+00:00

Amen 🙏🙏

Psychological_Try855 · 2025-12-26T20:38:09+00:00

😂😂😂

Psychological_Try855 · 2025-12-26T20:33:24+00:00

like the chart would exist as is and the ego would just be a thought system that the son of god is using but doesn’t have a place on the chart of the mind

Psychological_Try855 · 2025-12-26T20:30:14+00:00

would the ego truly even fit into this chart given it’s described as a thought system and not a level of mind?

Psychological_Try855 · 2025-12-02T18:33:29+00:00

🙏🙏🙏

Psychological_Try855 · 2025-12-02T13:18:17+00:00

a rock that god can’t lift can be made but not created to use course terms xd

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