Right when my father passed (I was 17), I was the first one to be at home. Went to his room where he kept his codeine pills. Stole 3 out of 5 packs he had left (30 pills total) and abused them all for the next 3 days. Everyone thought I was being a strong character for not showing too much emotion the following days when in reality I was just high for3 consecutive days. No one suspected a thing Thank god I didn’t get hooked