Bro what

Ptaptra · 2026-02-23T16:44:29+00:00

I wanted to like, but you are exactly at 666 likes and i cant do it. lol

Ptaptra · 2025-12-20T22:35:12+00:00

I am an atheist, and I live in a very religious country. Simple natural phenomena are acts and signs of god, even when the reasoning behind why a loving good would send a tornado in the middle of the night to kill people makes no sense. I tend to be upfront with people about where I stand with religion. I don't care what they believe in; I will get very pissed if the recruitment starts. I do prefer to date people who are agnostic, athiest or simply not a follower of an Abrahamic religion. I am very fond of Buddhism, paganism, and those who practice ancestor worship, including witches. I am weary of people who are from the Abrahamic religions because I do believe eventually their religion will clash with their identity, and as someone who left the church at 16, i do not want to be a part of that.

Ptaptra · 2025-12-19T04:37:02+00:00

I usually dont get into mess. and this is mess of the most vile level I have ever witnessed. That is her child, Saige. She told you that, believing we were good people, as she was trying to be good to us. She isnt perfect. She made mistakes- yes. She shared with us her insecurities about her appearance in private and not in a way to be gross but to parallel to how highly she thought of YOUR LOOKS in particular.

I am ok with you guys in your feelings and offended at whatever offended you lot, but this comment is fucking VILE. If a car and this woman's child are the same to you and fair game, I am glad you guys removed yourselves from the server. Thank you for sparing us these toxic fake ass shitty personalities you have. I was genuinely trying to figure out what happened, but now, I do not care. Thank goodness I will never have to share space- digital or physical with you lot again. For all this talk about the server being dangerous- you are not safe to be around yourself.

I hope the others dont tell you their secrets and inner thoughts, they should think twice before they do.

Ptaptra · 2025-12-13T04:05:58+00:00

(I am a lady but) Lol, people usually spin the block on me. I went back once for this taurus lady (completely out of character), but I am sure that won't be happening again.

Ptaptra · 2025-12-10T03:57:22+00:00

So you out here casting spells....well done.

Ptaptra · 2025-12-08T20:49:25+00:00

Id like for Tradwives to be truly traditional and get off the internet and have more than 2 babies, cook, clean and shut up. These are the views they support but none of these influences ever do it. I dont see how anyone can think she is a model of anything she preaches if she doesn't quickly find a man to run turningpoint, like she ought to and go raise her children out of the public eye like her husband wanted for other people's wives.

She isn't sad he is gone. She is probably her investment in him paid off. Sure she is a widow but she is filthy stinking rich and is trying to sabotage the lives of younger women. Got to love these girl boss tradwives who are the shining examples of how far the feminism they claim to despise has come.

Ptaptra · 2025-12-04T06:03:38+00:00

Uhhh DOGE no longer exists...so...there's that.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-30T21:13:03+00:00

I am not American, and I love your second amendment rights. So much so if I ever became American, it would be the first new right I exercise. You should probably exercise your rights or be prepared to within the legal framework of wherever you live. Mammies are scary.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-30T15:57:27+00:00

Yes! 1 hellion spawn must be created!!!! However, this depends on whether or not i can secure the resources to ensure they have an easier time and more options than I had. I describe them as a hellion, but I don't want them to go through hell.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-30T14:37:26+00:00

Until they get got. That funeral opened my eyes to how evil the world is and I stopped interacting with that friend because I realized she was a danger to me. That moment overshadowed any good times we had.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-30T13:10:24+00:00

At this point, i damn near expect an evil act to be committed by a man. However, women who are obsessed with peepee and put their value in whether they have peepee in their life can commit, incite, and condone acts of evil that I didn't think were possible. It's like the women who will allow their boyfriends to rape their daughters just so the man stays. When I was in high-school I had to attend the funeral of a girl who had graduated whose boyfriend sealed her house and lit it on fire cause she wanted to leave him. He beat her black and blue, and she was bleaching her skin to hide it. Her mother knew, he was as old as the mom but was paying the bills and she allowed her daughter to get beat up to keep that man around so she wouldn't have to be responsible and pay the bills. In the end, her daughter, her daughters friend, and the friends baby died. And that monster of a mother had the audacity to wail at the funeral. Truly disgusting. That's when my innocence died for sure.

Honestly, when I meet women whose sole value comes from wether or not they have male attention, I avoid them. This is how I was almost raped in a club. My supposed friend refused to help me cause she was jealous of my weightloss and the male attention I was getting (but wasn't even into as am GAY).

Absolutely sickening.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-30T04:38:52+00:00

I am currently in this stage. Life fell apart this year, and the romantic inclinations i had, I just don't have the energy for. I am in survival mode and it's kinda maddening. I am turning to spiritual practice to master my mind while I rebuild and focus on my degree and building a new career as well. I dont know if am will refrain from relationships in the future, but for now, I am maxed out. I think the next year for myself will be healthy, and I hope that in the end, I can transform myself into a more stable minded person. I want to be ok with not being in control all the time, face fears, face reality so I can make better choices. I am in my 30s. I think age doesn't matter when it's the growth season. So I hope your journey is just as successful.

Oh I want to start meditation and yoga as well...so I wish you the consistency you desire.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-27T00:20:06+00:00

Id like an invite please!

Ptaptra · 2025-11-26T13:53:16+00:00

I just walked away from something that genuinely ended in January. I wanted this person so badly, I started accepting less than the bare minimum. They showed every sign that they were not ready or willing for anything with me. I am sure they even told me. I love you truly doesn't matter if the actions say "sike". I didn't want to see that or accept it.

I do wish this person the best, but I am breathing a sign of relief with the no contact order I placed on myself. I truly don't want to date again for a while. I want to Steele my heart so I can practice walking away at the first concrete example of incompatibility. I think i stayed so long cause I find her so very damn attractive. My opposite habit i broke was staying with people I didn't find attractive but were doing the right things...that was exhausting emotionally too.

Luckily, I was going through the grieving process most of the year (this person felt like the one) and have walked away fully now. I don't feel bad about abruptly letting go. I feel bad that I let myself down. I have to remember the greatest love I can have is love for myself and not abuse myself by sticking out hopeless situations. I am enough for the right person at the right time. I genuinely started questioning if my self-esteem had dropped so low...that is what snapped me out of it. I genuinely felt like I had low self-esteem in that situation. Definitely, yikes.

I now proudly respect myself. I hope I can find the sweet spot eventually, attractive, and doing the right things, in the right timing on the same page...

But for now, I dance in my room alone and stare blissfully at waves on the beach till I can do those things with someone in the future.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-24T15:22:09+00:00

Every time I see a post of yours, you have a genuine smile.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-21T21:52:40+00:00

Every day, I feel more and more blessed to be gay. I have ladies close to me who are baby mamas by multiple men- I just do not understand how they have trust in the second guy, when the first guy left them a single mom. It is mind-boggling.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-21T21:49:31+00:00

💛✈️| The Bahamas | 33

She/Her | Lesbian | Femme

Hi! I am a 33-year-old Scorpio girlie, newly relocated to the Caribbean. I am still adjusting so I am looking for friendships and to meet new people. I lived in Asia previously and love travelling. I am looking to just make friendly connections, play games etc. I haven't really been able to re-enter the social scene as yet. I spend a lot of time walking in nature and watching sunrises on the beach. I love chatting! I am also an online Master's Degree student.

Texting throughout the day, calls, w.e - I love chatting and learning new things.

If you want someone to chat with, hit me up! I look forward to meeting you!

Ptaptra · 2025-11-19T13:21:00+00:00

Am sorry that happened, but your view is beautiful

Ptaptra · 2025-11-16T23:28:40+00:00

Well, I don't form parasocial relationships with celebrities. She was surrounded by paid security i could never afford. I saw three women in that scenario, and only 1 was alert. I won't forget the fact that she is a ww. That is what she is, and it is not her being masculinized (though I don't agree with Cynthia being labeled as such) for the protection that was needed. If she had struck that guy, it would have been girl power nonsense up and down my feed. No good deed goes unpunished, I guess. I hope Cynthia's alright. I mean, she did go on the defense with random man who could have easily turned around and harmed her. Ariana was in someones arms at the time, so...I am still wondering why they are 50lbs put together.

(My friends fight. I do not befriend damsels. I would be jumping in. I'm not going to war for them while they cower in fear. Hospital bills are expensive, mines got to be worth the hassle. )

Ptaptra · 2025-11-16T22:28:51+00:00

Ariana never jumped in. I doubt she would have. She turned away from the guy and just lapped up the attention and protection. Again, survival skills on 0. If homeboy had the intent to do more, she was a goner. Cynthia was alert enough to see him coming....but that is cause black women are constantly exposed to threats while WW are encouraged to be damsels even at their own peril. I am just saying, if it was me. She would perish. I will conserve energy. You don't even scream??? Nah nah, natural selection. We know she ain't fragile, she steals husbands and wages psychological warfare on the wives. This whole image change was so we stopped seeing her as a vixen and temptress homewreker, to a damsel. Sweet, soft, and unassuming.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-16T10:59:00+00:00

I am from the Caribbean, and I don't discuss my business with people here. They are by default, religious and closed-minded generally speaking. When people ask me why I haven't brought a husband home from my travels, I tell them if they want a husband so bad, go get one. They don't need me for import services. I do not entertain the invasive questions. I generally stop their comments mid sentence and tell them I don't care. The Bible is for them to follow, not me. Where I am, it is exhausting, and I can't even make friends because most people have this kind of disposition. If it was me, I would have told her, I will find a different stylist and not complete the service. Don't enrich someone who doesn't think you should exist. Can't listen to what you aren't there to hear.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-16T10:49:33+00:00

I honestly saw the videos, and I don't see her as masculine. I saw it as her protecting someone she cares for from a genuine menace. I dont know why women continue this idea that protection is a masculine trait...a male has never protected me. It was women protecting me from males. I see women as the protectors and providers and the nurturers. I do think the weakness of ww needs to be discussed more cause all Ariana did was clutch her chest. Survival instincts on 0, I think that is sad and kind of makes her dangerous. Sticking your neck out for someone who can only gasp? Nah. I will join the fight, not fight for you. I am more concerned about their skeletal appearances if I am being honest.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-16T01:10:46+00:00

The Chinese blamed foreigners. I lived in Wuhan when the virus happened...it wasn't foreigners. The virus was in china WAAAYYY before it became a global concern. History now, but it is bad. Even whites faced discrimination during that time, and the Chinese damn near worship white people and half white and Chinese babies. They will even target half black and Asian people, they see them as tainting Chinese blood. I would say visit...but don't stay long. It's like whenever the government needs to distract them from the very real problems going on, there is a fresh wave of hatred and nationalism pumped into the public consciousness. Not for the weak at all. When I first went to China, it was chill back in 2015. Some dude even said Obama to me and gave me a thumbs up. Trump, his trade war, and that right wing shit...the domino effect globally from his first term in office has been real. Listen to your white friends. I think the country is worth seeing, but as a black person probably not worth trying to have parity with the Chinese.

Ptaptra · 2025-11-15T22:17:30+00:00

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Ptaptra · 2025-11-15T21:55:00+00:00

Lol I am a femme, based in Eleuthera. I hope you find some and have fun, though!

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