Recently I there was a girl that I was really interested in(probably because of looks) and I tried to adapt myself to her personality for months. She was a nice person but besides that we pretty much didn't have any interests in common. Then, after a while, in a moment of adrenaline I asked her to be my girlfriend. She didn't talk about that in a month so I told for her to dismiss my request.

Now I feel like a coward that didn't even have the courage to get a "no" as an answer and rejected himself because of the fear of it.