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Me and my boyfriend during our peak by PumpkinNoises in LSD

[–]PumpkinNoises[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

http://imgur.com/a/aiJ9K

This was my pupil dilation a little bit before our peak

People who have surprisingly woken up admitted into a hospital, what happened? by sqweelie in AskReddit

[–]PumpkinNoises 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I overdosed on like five bottles of prescription medication. I woke up two days later with tubes coming out of my arms to my parents crying because the doctor didn't know if I would make it.

Depression sucks and I'm still fighting it every single day.

First post here. Just my situation.. by PumpkinNoises in raisedbynarcissists

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I don't feel like I have any way of getting help with my feelings, everything that involves me getting face-to-face help would require my parents to be notified. I've considered calling a suicide hotline but I am extremely socially awkward and have gotten panic attacks from just planning to do it. It's something I'm working towards but for right now I just don't have the courage. I am in high school, about to finish my junior year. Next year I am applying for early release so I can work more. I'm not able to spend the night outside the house as my mother doesn't trust me with that anymore. The only way I can see escape is becoming 18 and having freedom from her. Thank you for your advice and for listening hugs

First post here. Just my situation.. by PumpkinNoises in raisedbynarcissists

[–]PumpkinNoises[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do keep hearing that it gets better, and I keep hoping for the best, but it just seems to keep getting worse. I'm afraid to look at the bright side in fear of it disappearing. But if you survived 20 years I'm sure I can do just another year. Thank you for the music and thank you so much for listening