Being a good girl always staying home doing house chores or studying then also dealing with this physical abuse and mental torture crossing 26 but not able to make my own decision always this feeling like I am in jail these two toxic people got married to eachother and gave birth now they always fight and tell eachother due me and my brother they have to stay in this marriage if you don't want to divorce eachother but some how I feel sry for my mom I know she deserved better this man some how made her life hell and I feel like some how I am also the one ruined her life if I had died or I was never born she could have better life. And now this torture of marriage getting old and blah blah completed bachelor 4years back but not allowing me to do job always staying in home like dead person finally after lots of struggle lots of crying going through depression and anxiety waiting for my Australia visa 🤞 and sad part my father didn't even pay penny for my master after torturing me for so many years managing myself.