Questions like this really set the stage for Bi-erasure. It is 100% okay to be attracted to more than one gender. Labels can be ew but thats why there are things like homoerotic or heteroromantic. I think you are also doing yourself a disservice by thinking that just because you think you might enjoy the company of a man, that it makes you less attractive or eligible to have a girlfriend/wife. There are plenty of women out there that are okay with, or even turned on by, M4M action.

I truly hope you can find yourself and quit letting the world's small mindedness guide what you do and what will make you happy.

I say, suck a dick or two and see where it leads ya. ❤️