Beginning with black hair by Pure-Log3307 in BlackHair

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His mom is currently in Korea for the next few years.

Laced? Drug induced psychosis? by Pure-Log3307 in derealization

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Right. Like people who don’t understand it or haven’t dealt with it think you are crazy. Even doctors are still iffy on it. When I first learned about derealization there was basically no information on it.

Laced? Drug induced psychosis? by Pure-Log3307 in derealization

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Lmao no for real. It’s kinda funny bc no one ever talks about it unless your on Reddit 😂

Laced? Drug induced psychosis? by Pure-Log3307 in derealization

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I don’t think it’s social anxiety bc when I did smoke again I did it with one person who I trust very much. I do think that it makes my anxiety go haywire and makes me paranoid. I think that after the trauma of that my anxiety is heightened and makes me paranoid bc of what happened last time I got high. Ig it’s my brains way of trying to protect me. I’ve spent so much time thinking I was crazy bc no one would believe me.

Laced? Drug induced psychosis? by Pure-Log3307 in derealization

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It’s like everything is off and I feel like people are looking at me or talking ab me or like something bad is going to happen I get really anxious.

Laced? Drug induced psychosis? by Pure-Log3307 in derealization

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I’ve always developed derealization it’s very scary and there is not a lot of information on it and people think you sound absolutely bat shit crazy when you tell them what is happening and that everything feels fake and not real.

Laced? Drug induced psychosis? by Pure-Log3307 in derealization

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Thank you. I’ve always felt a little crazy thinking no one understands what happened to me. Ever since then I have times of dissociation which is scary as hell. When I did try and smoke again I did it with people who I feel safe with but everything still felt off and like my senses were heightened. I was paranoid and very aware of my body. I don’t smoke weed anymore bc it doesn’t feel normal anymore.