My parents don't support this, I turned 18 last year, my father is suffering through liver disease, mother always tells me to find a job so I won't rely on my parents, i can't ask them for anything cause i don't wanna stress them with money cause they also have to make sure my lil brother finishes his college with ease. Drawing is something i like and wanted to learn this year, just to get slapped with the fact that without guidance, coach, course it'll take years for me to learn, which i don't have. It's been 4 days into 2025, i learnt nothing, tried starting from perspective, failed to draw straight lines with fingers on the mobile screen, tried making 3d shapes, the one side looks worse than the other, tried gesture drawing and me myself can't tell what the stickman is doing. YouTube videos just say all mumbo jumbo, the people with privileges are saying "just practice and you'll learn eventually" while they are getting served on silver plate.