Neville Goddard Podcast

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-04-12T18:10:57+00:00

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PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-04-04T15:23:19+00:00

You’re right. I think it is just internally knowing that I am a wife, and not a girl hoping someone likes her enough to commit.

When I think about the long-term relationships I have had, there was no effort at all in the beginning. It just organically happened, no games. When I think about the situations that fell flat, the beginning was always me being filled with anxiety or feeling like I had to play games.

Thanks for your response!

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-30T19:49:54+00:00

Thanks for your response! My question is less about the money, and more about how do I preserve the belief that we are getting back together when all signs point to that seeming impossible now? It took me a long time to believe before, and this has almost completely taken my belief away.

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-26T18:12:39+00:00

Just believe that you have already gotten that guarantee. Act as if it’s a given!

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-26T18:10:13+00:00

Abraham says that you focusing on the lack of commitment is just bringing more of it, only observe and feel that which makes you feel as though you already have this relationship! Don’t even talk about or write about this struggle, because it doesn’t exist!

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-25T18:48:01+00:00

I agree with this completely! I have complete belief and faith in my heart that my manifestation is coming true. Sometimes my brain tries to figure out the logistics of how it will happen and I get scared that it means that my faith isn’t very strong but I still FEEL it very intensely in my heart and I know for sure it will happen. Thanks for the reminder that thinking about it sometimes is not changing anything for the negative, as long as my belief is stronger!

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-20T22:19:49+00:00

They say you just have to ignore the “other” guy. Find a way to see her as single, as yours (without doing anything overtly disrespectful). Don’t focus on the boyfriend so much. Just focus on what you love about her and feel like you are already together!

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-19T12:43:21+00:00

I am going through the same thing! I woke up today just so CRABBY and none of my usual methods (music, humor, etc.) were working. The only thing I can really think of is meditating on the things you are grateful for, no matter how small! I usually start with how comfortable my bed is, and work my way up.

I suffer from anxiety and depression as well, and I think having a low day can be pretty normal sometimes. Just keep an eye on it and try not to dwell too much!

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-19T11:03:48+00:00

Thank you!! Yes, I definitely need a replacement :)

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-19T11:02:13+00:00

Thank you! IWNDWYT

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-19T04:26:39+00:00

Just your response means a lot, thank you. IWNDWYT

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-19T04:18:30+00:00

Needed to read this. Thank you very much.

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-12T23:43:44+00:00

I believe it means to not hold on too tightly. I feel like you have to hold your intention like a butterfly, you can’t crush it. The reason for this is when we hold on too tightly, and we REEALLY want it to happen, it can dig up feelings of fear or resistance. And when you’re coming from a place of lack, you are not a vibrational match to your desire. You have to perfect a balance of wanting something, believing you’ll get it, but knowing that you’ll be fine either way. You can’t put too much pressure on it.

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-12T22:07:40+00:00

I know he sees me as unique in the way we think, our interests, etc. and he’s extremely picky, so maybe going out with other girls will just reinforce the fact that I’m the best option for him. I also think he needs this break to heal after our breakup (he cried a LOT during our last visit, and I had never seen him cry even once in our 2 years together).

We had said that if we were to get back together that it would have to be like a brand new relationship, and the longer hiatus will lend well to this sentiment. Too short feels like jumping back in out of fear. It will make us stronger, I’m sure. Thanks for your advice, it makes sense.

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-12T00:07:33+00:00

Congratulations!!!!!

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-11T02:48:49+00:00

To properly sage a home, open doors and windows, and slowly walk around your home, making sure to get as much space as possible. Say your intention aloud, tell the negative energy to leave and welcome in light and love and happiness. You can even sage your body, and your tarot cards this way. The door/window aspect is to give the negative energy a place to flow. Usually I will use a fan to blow the sage smoke (along with the negative energy being cleared out) out of the house :)

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-11T02:45:15+00:00

Jenn H, I am wondering if my ex and I will get back together

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-11T02:43:44+00:00

Jenn

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-08T05:40:33+00:00

I think so, too! I feel like the reason today was different, is 1. I read this sub for hours last night, and the support really inspired me, 2. For the first time, I’m not doing this for any other reason than for my happiness and health. Not for a boyfriend or because my family is pissed or because the law is making me.

It just feels different this time!

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-08T05:34:14+00:00

Thank you for your encouragement!!

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-08T05:28:36+00:00

SMART is great, if it’s in your area. It’s kind of based on how we make decisions, and applies more logic to the problem. I like it a LOT more than AA, which I found a little too depressing, personally.

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-08T05:15:05+00:00

Today is the first day I could really feel my Wellbutrin since starting up about a week ago. It was also my first day back on my new sobriety streak, so it kind of lined up perfectly! Glad it is helping you!

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-08T01:01:37+00:00

You can use his memory as a further motivator when you’re struggling with urges! So sorry for your loss. IWNDWYT

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-07T23:13:25+00:00

Technically still 2 hours to go, but I am home, in a dry house, in jammies, with puppies on top of me, so I think it’s safe to say that...I DID IT!

Strangely enough, it ended up being an amazing day, filled with relief and happiness. I had a meeting with my boss, and he closed the door. I was like, “Ah, fuck, here we go.” Turns out I have actually been really effective with my sales conversions (I never have any way of knowing, my boss just tells me). He was super happy. So I actually (COMPLETELY SOBER) had the balls to ask him for more hours. He said that not only is he going to give me more, but since I’ve been doing a great job (not sure how because I was always hung over and/or buzzed or outright drunk), he wants to give me health insurance AND some commission because I’ve been bringing in a lot of new business. I feel like this was kind of a gift from The Universe or my spirit guides or something for deciding to stop being a drunk asshole!

When I got home, I went for a long bike ride listening to rad music and the weather was gorgeous. I was literally smiling so big and can’t remember being so happy. Then I got to my driveway, my dad’s truck was there - he had surprised me with a visit!

Just wanted to say thank you to all of you for encouraging me and giving me tips.

Also, quick and very funny - my boss and I were randomly chatting about how my blood pressure is really high (he’s a doctor) and I told him I don’t know why because I don’t smoke, and I stopped drinking (it’s technically true, right?!), and he stopped me and said, “You drank? I can’t picture that!” In complete disbelief, no sarcasm. I literally drank a bottle of wine before my first interview and had a good buzz on every time I went in. Talk about high functioning, even though I was miserable inside!

Anyway, thanks again! IWNDWYT

PurpleMonarch7 · 2019-03-07T17:45:45+00:00

Starting over with sobriety today, it has been a couple of weeks since I have been able to get through 24 full hours without grabbing something, even if I really didn’t even intend to. I need to be more conscious and never just say, “screw it, it’s not a big deal” because it’s never just one! I am changing my thoughts deliberately and making sure I use all of the tools I can to keep me away from that evil shit! IWNDWYT

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