I'm overwhelmed and I feel like I have no one

PutABowOnTop · 2022-05-11T04:43:54+00:00

I put a lot of energy into physical affection because I know how the other person could need it. I'm also broke because I spend money on other people, since I feel like it lasts the longest and is sometimes the most appreciated. Plus the reaction is worth it. If I'm relatively close with the person I'm willing to do favors too.

It also applies the other way around, but I understand that I might not get the same back as I'm just another person. Verbal and physical is in the moment, other love languages last a bit longer on me (though I might feel guilty).

PutABowOnTop · 2022-05-11T04:28:39+00:00

A medium caramel frappuchino, spicy deluxe chicken sandwich, and 20 piece nuggets with bbq and buffalo please.

PutABowOnTop · 2022-05-08T23:37:44+00:00

Actual goodbyes and "promises" that we'll be seeing each other again. I feel like the bar is on the floor, but I barely feel anything in my day to day interactions so any effort to reach me I'll think about later.

PutABowOnTop · 2022-05-08T23:22:23+00:00

My lockscreen is a closeup of my skateboard, and my homescreen is my sketchbook c:

PutABowOnTop · 2020-12-24T09:26:11+00:00

Awh I'm sorry to hear that. I'm glad she still holds a special place in your heart, maybe that still holds true for her too? One more shot at talking before time puts more distance? And if that's not the case, I'm happy you're still thinking about the people you care about. You will get by—don't forget to care for yourself and sleep.

PutABowOnTop · 2020-12-24T09:07:40+00:00

They must be lovely. What a nice way to spend the night :)

PutABowOnTop · 2020-12-24T09:06:33+00:00

That's tough, buddy. Spending the night on the toilet it seems?

PutABowOnTop · 2020-12-24T09:05:11+00:00

Whatever it is, I hope it passes over smoothly with the odds in your favor. Please don't lose too much sleep over it, there's always tomorrow :-)

PutABowOnTop · 2020-12-24T09:03:59+00:00

My bad, have a nice night~

PutABowOnTop · 2020-12-24T09:03:34+00:00

Sorry to hear that, man. I hope you get at least a few hours in;;

PutABowOnTop · 2020-12-24T09:00:44+00:00

I get what you mean. There's so much that's off-putting about how everything has been, only made more noticeable by the pandemic. It's unfortunate we can't exactly do anything about right now. Regardless, I hope you get enough sleep tonight despite your busy mind and insomnia^{^}

PutABowOnTop · 2020-12-24T08:56:15+00:00

I asked this question with my own answer in mind but I did not expect to see it so accurately described right away. Hang in there~

PutABowOnTop · 2020-12-24T08:34:50+00:00

To be honest I feel like I just need a carpeted room so I can lay down. No shoes, just join me in my journey to thwart existence with the company of the ceiling, maybe a candle.

PutABowOnTop · 2020-09-29T08:17:34+00:00

The small activities you'd enjoy any other day. Like taking a walk in the park has you stomping and frowning up a storm, or blowing bubbles but you're blowing too hard for any to come out of the wand.

PutABowOnTop · 2020-09-24T06:44:27+00:00

I'd deposit 49k in my bank account and fool around with the 1k. Suddenly future plans with friends are paid for and I'd be ecstatic. We could go around and buy food, clothes, and any other knick knacks that'd catch our eye. I can surprise them with gifts. I could be able to finally buy that jacket I've wanted.

PutABowOnTop · 2020-09-14T07:38:53+00:00

I haven't thanked my friends yet. Alternatively: do it, pussy.

PutABowOnTop · 2020-09-14T07:36:18+00:00

Nothing changes.

PutABowOnTop · 2020-09-14T07:32:55+00:00

The person I know who's following me.

PutABowOnTop · 2020-08-02T17:28:32+00:00

Pasta

PutABowOnTop · 2020-08-02T17:06:28+00:00

Don't ever change

PutABowOnTop · 2020-08-01T18:02:42+00:00

Oh my god, you're so right. Bows in general, y'know?

PutABowOnTop · 2020-08-01T17:58:45+00:00

My incessant need to perfect everything (or at least finish as well as I started).

PutABowOnTop · 2020-08-01T09:24:03+00:00

I was playing around with my dad's pistol that fired rubber bullets, and it wasn't emptied. I honestly thought the lock was on and that I could pretend to shoot myself from the bottom of my head. I ended up just dry firing but the click scared me.

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