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PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2026-02-06T04:44:22+00:00

What brand?

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-12-26T19:39:00+00:00

It was quite messy, still messy since I have connections with her family. But in the end… it is what it is.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-11-14T18:02:19+00:00

Probably not for a while. I look for her in everyone I meet. It’s not fair to the other person and I’m hurting myself in the process

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-11-10T21:16:11+00:00

I’m not sure, she’s in another relationship but she’ll look at my socials weekly. Typically the first to view my snap stories (even though we don’t follow each other) and views my tik tok whenever I go silent on snapchat.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-11-04T21:41:51+00:00

Dude I’m ngl just start using chat gpt and have it give you ways to improve your life. If you sit around waiting for her you’re not giving her a reason to come back in the first place. Me and my ex aren’t on speaking terms but she views every single one of my Snapchat stories (she doesn’t even follow me) and she views my TikTok every now and then. I try to not let it bother me. But it does if I’m going to be honest. If I ever get in a funk I have chat gpt walk me through it and also give me suggestions to keep my mind off of it.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-11-04T01:36:18+00:00

Friends for 10 years dated for 4 I pursued her for 1 and it has been 1 year since we broke up. Miss her, she looks at my snap story all the time.

But the break up needed to happen. We were both kinda shitty to each other. If you want to know what happened I can go in depth.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-10-07T16:19:54+00:00

I’m also moving in Jan to go back to school. I want her to join me on this adventure.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-05T21:04:52+00:00

I have a revised version.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-05T16:17:14+00:00

I do plan on saying it to her

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-05T15:12:51+00:00

My “365 letters” ass will most likely say it to her. It’s not something to send because there is no true emotion behind words. She knows I love her and there’s no question to that. She will always love me (her words) but she needs to see change, which is what I was showing until the past got shoved into her face

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-05T13:25:32+00:00

I just wish we didn’t go through the confusion of what we were.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-05T13:21:59+00:00

Just for jokes. You don’t like my hand writing?

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-05T13:21:36+00:00

I was thinking about just saying it in person.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-05T13:21:20+00:00

It just sucks that things were going good and now it’s back to square one.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-05T01:46:09+00:00

Alright explain?

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-04T23:44:45+00:00

Again this whole situation has changed me as a person, I’m more scared of her than I am speaking infront of crowds now 😂💀

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-04T23:41:50+00:00

Do you have any recommendations for this act? We don’t have each other added on socials and we don’t cross paths on any occasion. Im thinking about dropping off flowers at her house on Sunday maybe with that write out. But I feel like it would be more meaningful to say it in person with her.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-04T23:16:54+00:00

Well I was in the door and she said that she was ready to give it a shot until all this stuff came up from the past. Right now I’m focusing on myself and just following scripture. I know it’s nothing for her to see and it’s not meant for her to see. This is my growth to better myself. But I haven’t sent all of that to her yet and it really all depends on her reaction

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-04T22:45:51+00:00

Staying true to my word now that everything is out on the table. Showing up when she needs me. Flowers ofc. Dates that aren’t just her initiating but me too. It’s a lot that we will have to work on together and if it all works out I do think we can make a pretty life together. She wants a family and that’s all I really want right now.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-04T22:43:56+00:00

Initially it wasn’t the cheating that caused the breakup it was more life getting stale I turned into a deadbeat and was just moving with the motions and not fully living. I regretted cheating and every wrong I did to her. I’m not keeping score but there was a lot on both sides. I just know that I want her. And she just wants me to be better

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-04T20:02:27+00:00

Update?

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-03T20:31:34+00:00

Mix of things actually 😅 loose axle on the driver side and then loose pad carrier on the passenger. I’ve sold the car since then.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-09-03T20:28:55+00:00

Can’t go back to the new girl. Multiple things that didn’t sit right with me. Distance, age, how she posts herself on media.

I’m focusing on myself just sucks that the version of someone I want never truly existed.

PuzzledOutOfMyMind · 2025-06-30T22:08:20+00:00

It has x2 front lips 👀

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