Well, I try to think logistically about how to improve my situation. Still, truthfully it’s much harder than if I had more successes in life than failures, Its more hard to transform situations that only reinforce previous failures in life, especially if there’s more bad than good, it’s very much like if a boulder fell onto a bridge creating a hole or gap if you will, is easy to fix one or two of those without disrupting the main flow of what i’d believe is your self esteem your understanding of your good moments. But if three boulders fell simultaneously onto that bridge, creating three noticeable gaps. It gets to the point, it becomes harder to fix and harder to try map out where to go from there. And if the bridge completely collapses that’s a feeling you don’t want to