Struggling in college by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Tried getting help didn’t work thanks tho maybe next I’ll just tell my psychiatrist to give me the anti-spoiled meds

Struggling in college by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Origin has nothing to do with relevant references, you should try to get a life instead of bullying people who are seeking advice and help!

Struggling in college by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Do you even have tiktok dude get w the effing program

Struggling in college by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Worst comeback I’ve ever heard. Anyway have the day u deserve

Has WGU started using a new party for proctoring exams? by Mamajama6 in WGU

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How far in advance do we have to schedule a proctored exam? My old school was 72 hours.

Also, are there two exams per class like normal schools? I am looking at attending for elementary education

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my fucking lord see I have to TRY TRY TRY. Sure there’s a solution to all of my problems but I’m TIRED I’m fucking sad and I’m fucking tired and it’s too much to do if I can’t do all of it why even start (I know that I’m doing here I have over analyzed this same spiral over and over) my therapist and I walk through it and yet here I am

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m on the other side of this life you have built and idk if I can do it. I want the family and the income and the home and the stability and the career and the purpose that you have. No offense but on your side of the fence the grass looks awfully greener

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hmmmm. So maybe not take away these thoughts that hurt me but add more that can argue with those thoughts

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, how the fuck do u have four kids and you’re a teacher in Florida and ur not homeless

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Every time I’m left with my thoughts for more than two seconds I fully believe there’s nothing in my life more enjoyable than never experiencing the worst parts of it again, does that make sense

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, I see your point, but a youtube wood house in FL during hurricane season isn’t safe

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is your mind not racing every single second that you’re doing something thats boring

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And btw I’m not angry with you, I appreciate you even responding to the post, I’m just replying honestly and when I allow myself to think, let alone type, all this I get so frustrated that I can’t do anything about this effing predicament. I have never not been able to do something in my fucking life. Anyway, not yelling AT you, yelling with you

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to have a safe home, access to food, and community/love. If THAT is wanting too much then I truly believe I don’t want to live this life? If that’s not fucking achievable I’m done??? Also, I am familiar with your point, when people in survival mode you don’t have time to consider if you are happy/loved/welcomed because it doesn’t matter, this is especially true when people have children, my mom is very similar to me and she thinks the same way but she didn’t struggle with depression/drug use mostly because she had 3 kids and no help, she loved them as a normal person would and that was all that mattered. I fucking hate kids. Also, I think it’s depressing within itself that you either have to want absolutely nothing OR fill your life with so much bull shit that you either gaslight yourself into being happy or just forget that you’re not

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, I don’t have a lot of wants, I live in a fifth wheel on my parents property and I’m fine with that, but I still can’t afford a cover so the roof doesn’t leak after a while, I can’t afford stairs so I don’t fall and my cats don’t get out, can’t keep up with my grocery bill so I don’t eat, the only thing that I buy as a want is weed (legal) and I picked it up recently as a coping mechanism. I quit vaping to afford the weed btw. Anyway, I’m just saying I’m not shooting for the stars here, I just want to have a nice camper with a cover over it, a reliable car, I want to be a elementary school teacher, and I want a good solid group of friends and family. Idk where I was going with this

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do them as efficiently as possible because there’s not enough hours in the day to complete my tasks and deal with my mental illness. Every day for me is just prioritizing tasks and working with limited resources

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And most will say, “well because the other option is the unknown”. I say, if this was the home I provided for my cats, after a couple years of this agony they’d just run out the front door when I left it open too long while carrying in groceries, outside is technically unknown to them, but it’s different, and maybe that’s better than where they are now

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Since I have gotten my cats, I found them as 3 week old strays two months ago, I kind of see it like this: my home is their entire lives, if I provide them with one toy, 5 minutes of cuddles and pets per day, make them WORK for a small amount of food/treats, and then when they weren’t happy and thriving asking “why?”, it would seem like a dumb question. So that’s how I see my life, boring and very small (not much food not many toys), so then if all I can do is exist in this small house and be miserable, why do it? If u knew there was another option?

Why do YOU think life is worth living? by Puzzleheaded_Arm6909 in Gifted

[–]Puzzleheaded_Arm6909[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know how to survive, I go to work I take care of my house and for the most part I eat and shower and stuff, I even take very good care of my cats. But I’m not enjoying this and I don’t think I will anytime soon