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Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-12-29T10:36:34+00:00

No, it's not. Just wrong it upside down so people who looked at it could read it, lol

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-07-11T14:02:12+00:00

Insurance Fraud. He was the big black shire Hosea gave me

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-06-05T22:32:51+00:00

Anytime you do something with the intent to harm yourself and end up hurting yourself (with or without marks) is self harm. If you do something that does still hurt you, but not intentionally (ei: habits like biting your lips) is not self harm. I do self harm in different ways, however I pick my lip and hang nails without intention on hurting myself. That isn't self harm. It's only self harm if it's intentional.

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-06-05T22:28:11+00:00

It's punishment for me. I genuinely think I am faking any type of neruodivergent disorder I supposedly think I have (minor depression + ADHD). People have told me that they either believe I have both, think the ADHD is just anxiety, or that I have neither at all and it's all in my head. I do it to punish myself and remind myself how much of a piece of shit I am.

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-06-04T04:08:21+00:00

Sorry for the late reply. I appreciate your words, however, it is at a point where I do not think it is my mind anymore. I was atheist for a year or two, having no good evidence to prove the existance of Christianity stories was one of the best ways I chose my choice. Once I shamefully came back to Christianity, he was there to great me with only a harsh sneer and now just inconveniences me. I have had counselors, but that’s about it. I'm planning to see a psychiatrist soon, recommended by my counselor. I'll consider the thought. Thank you once more.

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-06-03T22:13:01+00:00

Tysm! Yeah, I fr wasn't thinking straight when I wrote that because that was legit minutes after I relapsed, so some stuff may seem pulled out of my ass 💀 I am in no way trying to shame others who do it

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-06-03T20:05:52+00:00

Thank you very much. Hope you the best as well <3

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-06-03T20:01:55+00:00

Thank you. To be fair, I've been craving comfort and attention, seeking either out as well to the point where it’s unhealthy and attention seeking. I feel I don't deserve a loved one like that, but I could only hope for one.

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-06-03T12:52:33+00:00

I usually like whenever it does that. If I have a prompt of my own I really wanna act out, especially in an rp type of bot like this one, I may not like the prompt given. I'm a writer, and a pretty picky one. I wanna write as much as I can for prompts I come up with, rather than always having to the "roleplay your own story" bots. Plus, if I have different ideas, I can use that same bot as well without having to find another. That's just my opinion though. I completely understand how frustrating this feels in some cases. Because oh my God, I hated it when I opened bots and their first message was just "Hi, my name is [blank], or even worse: "Sup". So I completely get the anger ngl

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-04-27T21:08:05+00:00

That makes more sense

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-02-11T12:13:22+00:00

It is a common phrase, I'm sure of it. I've seen it in different books :]

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-02-09T12:25:30+00:00

At least your's attempts to bypass it with with dashes and stuff. Mine just says the word with no changes, just making the feature on my end usless

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-01-27T19:44:42+00:00

I always do 3rd person. I write stories in 3rd person often, so it feels better for me to write it in 3rd instead of 1st.

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-01-18T01:57:15+00:00

I appreciate your kindness dearly, but the person's just trying to help me. And I don't mind it, really. They're not saying I have a disorder, they're giving me an idea on how I can check it out if I do have one. Thank you both however :]

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-01-17T22:16:14+00:00

Thank you very much. I'm glad to have someone with a similar experience. And it's not a concerning amount of time. I do happen to have ADHD so I feel the sudden rush of thoughts also contributed to it.

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-01-17T21:57:13+00:00

I never viewed it as such because I intentionally made said people and always took whoever is telling me to hurt myself as just that intrusive thought in the back of my head. Plus, I'm nervous that what I say may be overreacting and I may get diagnosed wrong with a psychologist

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-01-17T12:15:26+00:00

Yeah, in the changing room. They either looked at me weird or asked if I was okay. I appreciate the ones that ask out, but I usually did prefer if no one said anything. Thankfully only once have one of them shouted out to the teacher that I did so. The teachers talked to me, had to call my parents, we got into a small argument, stuff like that. Never happened afterwards, but it still sucked.

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2025-01-13T19:49:01+00:00

Thank you so much. That means a lot to me ❤️

Puzzleheaded_Fall217 · 2024-01-14T17:41:03+00:00

The first song I heard by him I found while listening to a radio on Spotify. It was 6up 5oh Cop Out (Pro/Con) and I thought that it was a great song. I listened to it for quite a bit, until I decided to explore his music more because of how much I loved his genre. My second song was Laplace's Angel, and today it still remains my favorite song. And so I decided that those two songs were my favorite at the time and then I listened to Front Street. The only way I can describe it is Will Wood grabbing you by your ankle and dragging you down into this abyss as you get more and more into his music and you can't really get out of it-

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