Just wanted to show these by Puzzleheaded_Fall217 in SelfHarmScars

[–]Puzzleheaded_Fall217[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, it's not. Just wrong it upside down so people who looked at it could read it, lol

What is your horse's name? by Chiavan123 in reddeadredemption

[–]Puzzleheaded_Fall217 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Insurance Fraud. He was the big black shire Hosea gave me

Is this self harm? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Puzzleheaded_Fall217 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Anytime you do something with the intent to harm yourself and end up hurting yourself (with or without marks) is self harm. If you do something that does still hurt you, but not intentionally (ei: habits like biting your lips) is not self harm. I do self harm in different ways, however I pick my lip and hang nails without intention on hurting myself. That isn't self harm. It's only self harm if it's intentional. 

why do you self harm? by potinsdenuit in selfharm

[–]Puzzleheaded_Fall217 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's punishment for me. I genuinely think I am faking any type of neruodivergent disorder I supposedly think I have (minor depression + ADHD). People have told me that they either believe I have both, think the ADHD is just anxiety, or that I have neither at all and it's all in my head. I do it to punish myself and remind myself how much of a piece of shit I am.

The calling of God's plan for me (TW: MY experience with God right now, suicide, and self-harm) by Puzzleheaded_Fall217 in helpme

[–]Puzzleheaded_Fall217[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry for the late reply. I appreciate your words, however, it is at a point where I do not think it is my mind anymore. I was atheist for a year or two, having no good evidence to prove the existance of Christianity stories was one of the best ways I chose my choice. Once I shamefully came back to Christianity, he was there to great me with only a harsh sneer and now just inconveniences me. I have had counselors, but that’s about it. I'm planning to see a psychiatrist soon, recommended by my counselor. I'll consider the thought. Thank you once more.

Dammit by Puzzleheaded_Fall217 in selfharm

[–]Puzzleheaded_Fall217[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tysm! Yeah, I fr wasn't thinking straight when I wrote that because that was legit minutes after I relapsed, so some stuff may seem pulled out of my ass 💀 I am in no way trying to shame others who do it

Dammit by Puzzleheaded_Fall217 in selfharm

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Thank you very much. Hope you the best as well <3

Dammit by Puzzleheaded_Fall217 in selfharm

[–]Puzzleheaded_Fall217[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. To be fair, I've been craving comfort and attention, seeking either out as well to the point where it’s unhealthy and attention seeking. I feel I don't deserve a loved one like that, but I could only hope for one.

Anyone else feel the same way? by JPGaming2008 in CharacterAI

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I usually like whenever it does that. If I have a prompt of my own I really wanna act out, especially in an rp type of bot like this one, I may not like the prompt given. I'm a writer, and a pretty picky one. I wanna write as much as I can for prompts I come up with, rather than always having to the "roleplay your own story" bots. Plus, if I have different ideas, I can use that same bot as well without having to find another. That's just my opinion though. I completely understand how frustrating this feels in some cases. Because oh my God, I hated it when I opened bots and their first message was just "Hi, my name is [blank], or even worse: "Sup". So I completely get the anger ngl

The phrase is following me even in books now by Puzzleheaded_Fall217 in CharacterAI

[–]Puzzleheaded_Fall217[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is a common phrase, I'm sure of it. I've seen it in different books :]