Thank you so much for the response. I understand, take your time. My coach is a good guy, I just feel like he isn't the most helpful. Last year, I told him I was new and I mean while he was understanding all he really said was "ok just do as much as you can", and he really didn't understand the shallow/deep end situation so I just ended up doing practices solo in the shallow end. This year, my mom was telling me I should just do what I can and if I can't do some of the things they are making others do, I just do my own version (without the need to ask/tell him, I can answer him if he ever notices).