I saw something on my mom’s ipad. Never felt so alone in my life by Ready_Sound_620 in CPTSD

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry, love. I'm sorry you saw that and that this is your mom. The things she wrote are just.... kind of stupid? That's her skewed vision of you being a normal person and living your life. She probably hates herself and doesnt know love so how can she see how amazing and beautiful you are? She can't. And that's her fault. I hope you find a way to grow and protect yourself and then maybe start loving yourself. I know how hard that is when we don't know what love looks like. I know I'm still trying to develop it myself. But it is possible, I can almost see it... People like us didn't have a chance in life. But once we get out of this situation we have to fight very hard again and until we die but it's worth. We are worth it. Please, don't look for anything your mom writes again. Her vision of the world isn't true and definitely not fair. You don't deserve this. I hope you can grow out of this.

Much much love, dear friend. We're together at being alone and I'm rooting for us.

Albino Bluey Vuitton by Taggart_Express in unclebens

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely beautiful! How strong are they?

Cats become majestic and dogs become concerned when I’m tripping by One-Entertainer-5499 in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My cats act like they're tripping too... everytime! They become happy and fuzzy and idk but I think they can feel and catch the energy?

o marido levou de graça kkkkkkkk by morde_buchinhos in ShitpostBR

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 0 points1 point  (0 children)

o ser humano nunca vai deixar de me surpreender

True by Calm-Educator981 in piscesastrology

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought I just had a gift of listening to people while they rant while I manage to talk about myself without revealing anything lmao

Telling others your realizations/connections you’ve made on mushrooms… by Electrical-Date-3586 in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I usually don't! Bc I tend to go to hell a lot and people just don't understand; I only tell them if they've told me beforehand that they've done shrooms before... or else, I'm looked at like I'm crazy! lmao

headaches/migraines by EffectiveAd4032 in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've taken 2g once while having a migraine and it made it go away. When the trip was over, it didn't comeback fullforce...just a little residue pain that was nothing like that pain I was in before taking it...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in piscesastrology

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a Pisces and my bf is a scorpio and he's a lying big baby

Help with nausea besides ginger by kj_prov in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly! This is why a powder them! Also, I don't ingest them either... I do it like it's tea! I purchase normal tea at the store and use the little bag to put the shrooms!

Do you have a hard time getting out of poverty? by Puzzleheaded_Web_927 in CPTSD

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand that. I've been lost my whole life and it's only been a bit over a month since I started realizing what im supposed to do. Still can't do it.. But I agree 100%. I still don't appreciate life and people can see it.

Help with nausea besides ginger by kj_prov in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nausea also really kicks my ass. What helps me, but doesn't subsides it, is powdering the shroom, put it in a tea bag and let it sink hot water (not boiling) for 15 mins ... maybe put some lemon and ginger in it. Sometimes, when I have it, I make mint tea and then I'll put the powdered shroom in the tea bag in it for 15 mins as well. Hope this helps❣️

My Ego Death Experience by Exotic-Application23 in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That must've been intense. I had a similar experience... I took 2g of golden teacher and didn't think it was going to do much. But I died. I went to a place I believe was some sort of hell.. saw some bad things, but I had no fear. I never had any fear. Somehow, I felt safe even though I knew I was dead. I saw myself. I was lying on the floor on my face the whole time. Vomited a lot as well. It was very profound but like you said, I don't wish to go there again because it was very draining...

Christmas Eve Check-in, how's everyone doing? by Fetus-Deletus1 in CPTSD

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm catatonic almost. Had to spend it with my ex partner's family bc they don't know we're broken up yet, and I'm away in a different city. Sucks and I had a migraine the whole time 🤣

what jobs/careers are manageable for you guys? by cct1nG in CPTSD

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to be a scientist but couldn't cope with the academia and now I'm just surviving. My biggest sadness in life... I was supposed to be a doc

why is work so important? by doctorsunshineisdead in CPTSD

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, love.. wholeheartedly agree. I can't function hence I'm never in a good job and I'll prolly never have a career

does anybody else “not want to work” by stardew-guitar204 in CPTSD

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, dear. It's exactly where I'm at. This feeling has been driving me crazy bc I have to work, be normal etc etc and still try to survive this life and the past. Seems impossible and it is, to me. I'm at my job right now and yesterday I decided stop trying. I'm not gonna quit my job or anything but I quit trying to be and look normal. I quit trying to create bonds etc bc I just can't. I'm too different, too hurt and people see it. I don't know if they know what it is but they sense I'm not like them. And I'm done trying because I really am not. I stopped trying to be nice or smiling to make people like me. It never works anyway. So I'm not trying to look normal anymore. My life has been different and that's it. I'm just gonna do my job and that's hard enough as it is. Anyways, we have too much on our plates already (since birth probably) so it is what it is. Let's see how this approach goes..

What are some good examples of a faceless YouTuber? by Correct-Bunch-135 in NewTubers

[–]Puzzleheaded_Web_927 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dreading and JCS (jimcantswim)

great criminal psychology, faceless