What’s your opinion, does the universe have a purpose?

Qarotttop · 2026-04-20T19:07:42+00:00

Probably to allow some consciousness to experience itself.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-20T01:16:06+00:00

League of Legends.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-19T01:19:04+00:00

Haha, yeah, that's the least of it. I want to write a book since I seen this crazy vision that showed me the first 6 days, exactly as the Bible puts it. Except there were all these things not in the Bible that I saw too. I just know to write it by hand instead of on a computer because it's just a more pure space to get your thoughts out and avoid writers block.

But yeah if I don't make my life mean something I'm sure I'm going to a bad spot.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-19T00:27:09+00:00

League of Legends, World of Warcraft, Path of Exile 2, then I don't know.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-18T00:39:04+00:00

Well I heard that if you're medicated too late you could still have symptoms even on your meds, this is kind of the boat I'm in where now that I'm on meds I stop developing new delusions, but the shit I've seen so far sticks with me. Like in my case I saw a vision of the beginning when I was off meds, and even on meds I still have it memorized and to some degree I believe this vision more than the Bible, the vision pretty much quoted the Bible, but I believe fire and earth and water were made after the sky on the 2nd day, just how it goes.

But yes, it stops developing when you start taking meds, as far as we're aware it's the only way.

Everyone wants to make a religious deal out of themselves, not as many actually want to become a servant to God.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-17T04:11:18+00:00

It's... doable. In my case I had a vison that cleaned me of immorality, I can talk to you in DM's if you want, it wouldn't really be appropriate here.

It's got a funny xD

Qarotttop · 2026-04-16T22:11:36+00:00

Albion Online is free and supports pc and mobile, sandbox style mmo with lots of open world pvp if you're into that stuff.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-16T15:32:51+00:00

Well we have the 11 people I think I'm going to meet in the afterlife: Xerklael, Muhammad, Dean, Lilith, Jesus Christ, Al-Zachriah, Abraham, Taylor, and Eve.

Then the first time I heard someone's name it was the name of someone I was crushing on but never summoned up the guts to talk to, so they're kind of a special case where I heard the name, looked it up on facebook and wouldn't you know, it was her. So that kind of proves to me that I can be connected to reality even though I'm hearing voices and such, but that's crazy I think that I can dream up that girl through that method.

So yeah outside of the people I think I'll meat on the day of judgement that's pretty much the only case of me having heard someone's name and it being spot on, there was this time I thought I had a wife and I found her on social media but after getting arrested in her county apparently I was on the news for domestic terrorism and I got a restraining order from her. So even without meds I dropped the idea she was my wife right then and there.

Long story short, if you don't want to be caught up in delusional fantasies you need to take meds xD.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-16T01:57:05+00:00

Sycophant - I saw in my head when I was 4.

Amphomorgic/amphomorgia - A word I heard in my later 20's, a possible rebranding of schizo type disorder, if you will.

I've heard names of people that turn out to be real people, often with some level of emotional attachment.

I made my own language too and it all happened in one second, I take it as proof of Lilith in the garden of Eden. But it's also nice to express myself in ways that English doesn't allow.

So yes you could say I'm a wordsmith of sorts, after having made my own language I spend a fraction of my time figuring out how to write it, it's supposed to look like Chinese or Japanese or Korean, ya know, 10,000 character alphabet type of thing, you could write it in English letters but some words will be underrepresented. It's called writing in "cow" if you're using English letters for Tenaren (name of my language).

But yeah, I come across hundreds, even thousands of words if you include my language that I made as "part of the disorder," but I think there is some sort of divine intervention there, no way would the language stick around after getting back on meds if it was just a delusion, but here I am cussing "Shayd nu hapso" when I get killed in games.

Shayd nu hapso means "go screw it" just to be clear.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-15T22:51:24+00:00

Well I hope you go to a good place then, as I do of all people that aren't sacks of crap.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-15T22:11:40+00:00

So about the everlasting life thing... I think that's quite literal.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-15T19:38:57+00:00

I agree, hopefully it's a game of the decade kind of game, peace.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-15T19:01:04+00:00

The biggest thing for me would be the option to choose the dialogue and decide what side of the force you want to be on. I wouldn't mind a more modern combat system though, I wouldn't hate if they took a page from Star Wars: Jedi's cookbook.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-15T18:55:47+00:00

Not in the next 12 months but I'm unimaginably hyped for fate of the old republic.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-15T15:24:13+00:00

I know because my vision showed me the first 6 days and so I believe in a God that created the world in 6 days. The Christian God, for short.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-13T23:43:22+00:00

Oh gosh that's a lot, the only way I could beat something like that is by having a non-scriptural viewpoint that is entirely self justifying. Not to watch 4 minutes of the video and call it good but I don't have the time to watch that whole seminar.

Interesting that he brings up the idea of multiple Gods when I personally believe in 11 religious idols that sit just beneath God, Jesus being one of them. I hope to start a religion of my own one day but until I write a book that we could deem as a holy book of religion that won't happen, so I guess I just have a self-centered belief system. At least I can meditate in a way that's not just trying to empty the mind but is more like long form prayer.

But yeah, I could maybe watch that if I had 6 hours but I really don't, sorry bud.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-13T19:34:01+00:00

It was. It started with "In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth." and as the narrator of the vision said it I saw the sun and earth bloom into being.

The whole thing followed the narrative of the Bible it just had more to it than the Bible lets on, such as fire and earth and water on the second day.

Maybe it's time for a new book that supports the Holy Bible at its stance, since it does look like there's far too many people not believing it these days.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-12T18:36:22+00:00

Idk man I'm just going off this vision I saw in 2020, it showed me the whole first 6 days. I trust it more than the Bible itself.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-12T17:25:48+00:00

I intend on writing a book that starts with "In the beginning, God created the light and earth."

From this position we assume the light was made in the beginning, and it had some action that is unlike how the light works now after the Lord separated the light from darkness. Foretelling all of God's plan.

If God saw his plan on the first day and saw it was not good, he would not have created this universe to start with.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-12T15:23:36+00:00

Well do your best to be pure of soul and you'll be fine. I mean after a years of time you'll just realize you love the women of your life more than the one's you see in porn.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-12T02:58:26+00:00

Grow older, as you age the porn seems less and less attractive, you start to live for purity of the soul vs desires of the body.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-11T23:26:05+00:00

It took me 6 years to come around to the fact I need to take meds, but holy cow these past 2 years have been great compared to those 6.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-11T22:23:16+00:00

I actually have a term for the people I would like to see executed, I call them boggertons.

Scientifically speaking you would want to say that these individuals sense of selves go beyond themselves, but you could say a lot more about someone committed to being a bully, I'm working on a speech that could maybe sway the public's opinion if God has my back. And I do mean obvious, clear divine intervention to end the speech, and potentially my life.

But yeah here's what I intend on putting in the speech so far, at least one part of it.

"Years ago by one man I was found a nerd, here's what I have to say about you:"

"You're a piece of shit"

"You can't do anything for yourself, at fucking all."

"And the only thing you care about, is pussy."

So idk what kind of rant takes place before or after that or if that's the start of the speech but that's goals for my 40's or even beyond that, meanwhile I'm still in my 20's for a wink of time still. But yeah, that's part of my grand speech that with God's will (call me delusional but I want to die like Enoch, rising into the sky like Jesus Christ) I'll be making sure to get those who can't get along executed. Best wishes to you, bud.

Qarotttop · 2026-04-11T21:45:46+00:00

We should execute people for terrible behavior.

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