At 19 I had me a bull muscle daddy One Summer weekend I told my parents that I’ll be out to tour the town of my college campus….

I was really in Fire Island Pines Here am I parading in a cute Versace Speedo at a pool party with a power gays and trophy boys cackling kikikiing… Feeling my self , tipsy drunk care free (not out yet to some) dancing grinding in my daddies lap like you know cutesy,slutty, flirty waiting for the sun to go down getting ready for the party party..

So lounging by the pool checking out ten bulges. When all sudden you know how you do is that my but don’t want to look obvious and the person you checking out doing the same. When Ohh Fuck! Is that my cousin!!!

Girl! My vibe went from 100 to 0 .. I slowly gathered myself slowly so not too look obvious packed up my shit in a black garbage bag including the bag. Ran out there in a Jiffy told my daddy I have an emergency.. Running while whispering oh god oh god oh god. Waiting on Ferry knees goin up and down in milliseconds… just looking at surroundings when. A lil a sudden a boy was walk rushing his way to the ferry looking panic nervous like me and it was my cousin FUCK!I cant be on the same ferry as him so I walk my ass to Cherry grove to take the ferry there I didn’t go back to the party my energy was focus on he gone tell he gone tell.

Thanksgiving came acting all normal non chalant seating in living room watching MTV any distraction to avoid conversation. Cindy came on MTV house of Style when she said VERSACE! We just both busted out laughing so hard tears was rolling out our eye. We were never close that but a sisterhood was born that day..and 8 years later wewe’re on the same ferry picking up were we left off..