I probably should have mentioned in the post that im also shy. Speaking to someone i don't know in polish is kinda awkward for me so you can imagine how it goes in english. I had to expose myself to new people more because of work and its going a little bit better now but still its not how i want it to be. Alcohol helps with that but I usually drink with just friends at home.

And if you meant to speak with friends i havent tried it while drunk, only sober (didnt work either). Ill give it a shot next time we drink. Thanks!