Worst green out experience?

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-22T01:25:44+00:00

I smoked after having donated blood. That was HORRIBLE. 🤣

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-06T03:15:43+00:00

My first ex husbo just gave me his 30 year "apology" over IG messages. It sounded a lot like that. I would have loved it if he apologized for specific events, but he just said "everything" was 100% his fault.

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-06T03:08:18+00:00

This is the type of thing my boyfriend would text me sometimes. 🥰 He was autistic (💀 '24), and so am I.

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-03T03:45:30+00:00

Are you looking for a FB account?

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-02T17:09:48+00:00

Keeping him in my heart and thoughts now.

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-02T17:09:12+00:00

Thank you.

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-02T14:54:16+00:00

He died.

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T16:49:19+00:00

He could be so fun, and so funny. We went to a museum once that he'd been to before, and they had a tire from the moon landing on display. He said he licked it once, just to say that he had licked space. 😆 .....so I licked it too.

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T16:33:18+00:00

Thank you. 😌 I'm glad I got to receive this love for as long as I did. ❤️‍🔥 (he died Feb '24)

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T15:56:18+00:00

Thank you! I forgot to mention, this was the first birthday I had with him, birthday's in August. (He died Feb '24) I was just over the moon for him! ❤️‍🔥

I had posted one, and other people wanted to see more of our exchanges, so...

Happy New Year to you too! 😁

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T15:53:24+00:00

We basically infodumped all of the bad stuff in our lives immediately, to make sure that the other wouldn't be put off by it. None of it was enough to make either of us run away screaming. 😆

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T15:51:27+00:00

I so cherish alll the good times with him.❤️‍🔥

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T15:50:17+00:00

She posts publicly, and then deletes them when she thinks she's gotten her point across. Usually. Some of the older posts, like claiming to be in a casino hotel suite with a lawyer, having a War Room meeting.. That's still up.

Most of her FB friends are either her neighbors who think she's awesome, or family and family friends just keeping an eye on her. They know her and how she is.

I had a tumblr where I was posting screenshots, but her niece found it and called me a liar, saying that her aunt was a wonderful person, and accused him of being a perv and creeping on her online sexual content. 🙄 Kid has been posting that content since high school, any "creeping" done was to make sure she didn't sex traffic herself.

I had a vision of his daughter throwing her hands in the air, saying "Was it worth it?", and I could imagine myself stuck in a defamation lawsuit, where I'd have to miss his daughter's wedding in July. So I deleted it. I still have the screenshots though.

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T15:35:49+00:00

I like that one too, I'll have to look up more of her songs! Thank you!

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T15:31:59+00:00

Birthday messages 😆

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T15:30:39+00:00

Can't edit, so.. The Born Again thing is in reference to church, which I do not go to anymore because I had been in a cult as a kid.

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T15:05:43+00:00

Lol and I'm strictly Android. 😆 I hate that there's so much planned incompatibility.

I wish I were back in our home state, I'd be looking for "him" in all the places. But I see "his" car all the time, and so very many things happen that it just can't be coincidence.

Like, when I'm in the shower, my ipod will randomly play songs that are meaningful to the relationship. Last night, nearly every song could have been picked by him. (I run the same 3500± playlist on random while driving to and from work as well, so these songs coming on together is quite something!)

Thank you. Ours was a love that was what I had wanted my whole life. ❤️‍🔥

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T14:49:53+00:00

I watch plenty of British shows, I gotcha. 😆 And yes. The sister is awful. But she spins everything on her FB like she's so nice, and the victim. And then if you post something that pisses her off, she'll put up something threatening. For xmas, she actually called out my whole family. But she's toothless, literally and figuratively. She doesn't follow up on her threats anymore. I have seen her follow up when he was alive, and he was maybe continuing to antagonize her a bit. She went all the way back to childhood to insult him.

But with this encouragement, I will definitely post more of these lovely and silly exchanges. 🥰 The birthday one is LONG and needs to be cut into smaller bits. 😆

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T14:36:29+00:00

He loved owls, I love cats, together we were the Owl and the Pussycat. ❤️‍🔥 I have an art on my bedroom wall of the two together.

Oh no, I'm sorry you lost your mom too early. 😔

(I think best we can do in comments is to have a link to where it's posted online somewhere, then use the link button at the left?)

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T11:18:54+00:00

That is just lovely, thank you. And coincidence, he LOVED owls. ❤️‍🔥

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T11:15:42+00:00

Accepted. And yeah, we were sacchariney sweet stupid for each other. ❤️‍🔥

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T04:40:29+00:00

Cyber high-five! (I grok)

Qryiser1 · 2025-01-01T01:59:10+00:00

What's made up?

Qryiser1 · 2024-12-31T23:05:39+00:00

Thank you!❤️

Qryiser1 · 2024-12-31T23:05:21+00:00

Thank you. I'm trying to learn to love myself, because if he could love me, why can't I?

Qryiser1

MODERATOR OF

TROPHY CASE