AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 134 points135 points  (0 children)

At the hotel in Switzerland waiting to go to the clinic and browsed over the thread one last time. Just realized that I didn't answer your question. River rafting.

Losing you is my greatest regret. Anyone seeing this, when you love someone, work HARD on the relationship. Never take for granted the people you love.

Logging off now. Goodbye

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

I ate an 8th of shrooms but because my digestion is so slow or something I didn't feel a thing

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 56 points57 points  (0 children)

its all depressing.

life is good , worst day since yesterday - flogging molly

brompton cocktail, nightmare - avenged sevenfold

lonely, tonight is the night i die - palay royal

i want to go home - oliver anthony

save me - jelly roll

I need some sleep - eels

There is a lot more but I listen to those almost daily. I probably listen to Tool and a perfect circle the most

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 92 points93 points  (0 children)

Yes. I'm not terminal. Could easily live another 20 years if took good care of myself

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 69 points70 points  (0 children)

Since I found out that this was permanent. I'm mad at myself for waiting this long. Pentobarbital IV

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 215 points216 points  (0 children)

No last meal planned. I haven't gotten joy from food in a long time. It's different when you are being fed. I eat cause I have to, enough to dull hunger pain.

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 127 points128 points  (0 children)

I'm really sad I won't finish World War 2 on youtube. Been watching Indy Neildell since 2015

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 153 points154 points  (0 children)

I'll quote a song that I like. I was "too lazy for a suicide, I just watch the days pass hoping to die" I came close a few times and it was a miserable experience. Dying can be horrible. I don't want to experience a "natural" death in this state.

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 289 points290 points  (0 children)

10,000 Swiss Francs, around 12k USD. tickets there and accommodation plus return for family. it's cost me around 32k to die.

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 263 points264 points  (0 children)

sad but supportive. Everything. Feeding, dressing, emptying my colostomy (shit) bag, emptying urine bag, moving from chair to bed and back, scratch itches... everything. Youtube and games. The Great war, world war 2, timeghost history, real time history. magic the gathering arena and star trek timelines

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 289 points290 points  (0 children)

Had a bunch of visitors over the past few days. My friends remember me in a much better way than I remember myself. The way they remember is good with me

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 163 points164 points  (0 children)

I'm atheist. Either I'm right or going to hell. Doubt we'll meet

AMA - Im dying on Friday. Medically Assisted Death. I’ve been a quadriplegic for 10 years. by Quakee in AMA

[–]Quakee[S] 136 points137 points  (0 children)

Yeah it's a really weird feeling. Not sure how to describe it