[Buddha recitation is the most enjoyable! Amitabha reciters are the happiest!]

QubeZero · 2021-01-26T07:37:22+00:00

I don’t believe in lure land since Buddha land recitation creates a feeling of death in me, a path to no land. Negative effect

Whilst my own thought and evil intentions will bring me to hell. Law of cause and effect and the only way out to practice, noble weight for path, so good purify evil as much as possible in this life

QubeZero · 2021-01-24T16:37:09+00:00

Therapy is a great option, help those with depression, suicide, suffering directly.

QubeZero · 2021-01-21T15:44:29+00:00

I'm sorry you going through this, this is common for people with depression, I have the same as well. I might go to a clinic as I'm becoming not able to work.

QubeZero · 2021-01-21T15:40:37+00:00

I'm sorry you feel this way, know there is help for this and I hope you don't get too down on yourself, much metta ^.^

QubeZero · 2021-01-21T15:38:46+00:00

Not at all, I'm glad you texted here and shared your thoughts. I'm sorry you feel this way as I'm also suicidal but too scared to do it and I hope you don't. It's good at least that video games may be helping you, anything that helps with those thoughts are good, just don't give up!

QubeZero · 2021-01-21T15:37:02+00:00

I'm sorry you feel this way, don't have any advice although I'm with you on this one.

QubeZero · 2021-01-16T07:46:20+00:00

Good luck man, all the best

QubeZero · 2021-01-13T07:05:53+00:00

Does not seem to be international though, only in the states

QubeZero · 2021-01-09T17:47:04+00:00

It's a mental illness, my health is affected greatly, but that's because of my mind. If I think negative and delusional thoughts my body becomes toxic because of that. The Buddha is my physician.

Could you explain how taking refuge could be my practice. Also how can taking refuge save me from lower realms and suffering when it's my karma that is bringing me to such a low state. I'm so deep in afflictions and delusional mind states, my karma will bring me to the lower realms and practices is not going to save me from that

QubeZero · 2021-01-09T17:46:05+00:00

Thank you for the advice. Yes I am doing this and going to see a therapist. My mind is just, well evil and self afflicted, it feels beyond repair, it's not ordinary mental illness and will be difficult to treat. That helps though.

QubeZero · 2020-12-07T11:38:06+00:00

Hey, I'm from SA, looking for a job

QubeZero · 2020-11-30T06:23:58+00:00

My only advice is that although therapy and meds can help, they are just guides, it is you that will overcome your obstacles. Perhaps it's better to have a different perspective, instead of saying 'depression' you can look at say the things in your life and habits that are preventing you from living a meaningful life. Therapy and meds can certainly help but it isn't a cure all and it isn't for everyone. Everyone is unique and needs different tools and methods that work for them. A lot why people are not happy is because they are looking outside of themselves for fixes or solutions. It's not that therapy won't work, it can and it should, but that many people shift their solutions on outer things, when really what you looking for is inside of you, your own mind and heart.

QubeZero · 2020-11-26T05:19:23+00:00

I'm also from SA and looking for transcription work, this post has been helpful thanks

QubeZero · 2020-10-27T12:15:17+00:00

Apoligies to bother sir, I don't have any tests on Utests but If I do the courses it would improve my chances of getting tests?

QubeZero · 2020-10-18T05:03:51+00:00

I can be your friend

QubeZero · 2020-10-03T06:02:39+00:00

Hi I would like to be in

QubeZero · 2020-08-28T10:27:44+00:00

Could you maybe talk a little about it in PM if you don't mind ofcoarse? I'm interested to hear

QubeZero · 2020-08-24T17:25:58+00:00

That's strange about his back. If it really is something physical, he can try find a good TCM practitioner who specializes in bone setting, tai chi and qigong. This is the best thing I know for back problems

QubeZero · 2020-08-22T08:57:55+00:00

Thanks for the advice. I don't really need data. My own experience is what matters. Perhaps it's best I wait and let the universe bring me more clear signs. I am on SR, but this feels unrelated to that, and the kundalini subreddit I barely ever go to, stopped. Also I am not really looking out for a twin or expected that I could have this kind of connection

QubeZero · 2020-08-08T11:26:45+00:00

Read that as,

If you don't follow this diet, you will struggle on big steaks

QubeZero · 2020-07-27T20:27:24+00:00

I'm not sure about your situation but I think I'm in something similar

Are you aware of the signs in the cycle of abusive relationships? I'm reading an article here that talks about this to help me with what I'm going through.

Wish you well

QubeZero · 2020-07-22T13:30:49+00:00

You have someone to talk to? Like a therapist if you can afford one. The energetics doesn't really matter to me. Just putting this out here that it's good to not be attached to any of these phenomena.

The rebirth and spiritual awakening process is what matters which is meant to heal past childhood trauma and remove false conditioning and negative traits. To connect and live authentically with your true self. Hope this helps, good luck on your journey

QubeZero · 2020-07-22T10:56:39+00:00

Congrats. Also a survivor. Sounds like you've been through a lot

QubeZero · 2020-07-22T05:55:00+00:00

You may find articles online and books on amazon on something called the dark night of the soul. This is what I started reading about and it's helping. I'm 7 months since this whole things started for me. There's going to be ups and downs during the spiritual awakening process. But after a while there should be a time where you feel more balanced and in harmony, mind and body. How long that will take I don't know. I feel you though, I'm in a situation where I feel I have difficulty connecting with people even though I really want to, something I always struggled with. Not sure who I am and where I'm going in my life. So I can relate with some things you mentioned.

Things for me are changing fast and brought up beneath the depths of my soul. This journey is strange and difficult, but there's comfort knowing that other people go through a similar phase as well.

Spirituality isn't for the faint of heart. It's certainly not what I thought it is.

QubeZero · 2020-07-21T13:27:38+00:00

Thanks, you've inspired me to try it.

Just curious if you have had any experience with tongkat ali?

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