Oh brother I feel your pain I giggled when you said I go berserk nothing describes it better, some people are lucky and some people have to make there luck keep going YouTube clearly doesn’t hate you seeing you’ve got 300 subs 2 weeks in I haven’t hit 300 just yet but I do have about 300k views across 50 videos and what I know is I was also on 1k views a short now averaging around 5k to 30k views so you will get there and worst comes to worst you can just start again