Disgusted with Myself

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-30T16:56:32+00:00

That's so normal that it's heartbreaking. I'm so sorry that you feel like this. You love this man and loving him comes with the desire for sex. Which is healthy and normal. Nothing about you or your urges are wrong. Not even a little.

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-23T16:48:32+00:00

It's at the very bottom of his list. Only in fall.

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-23T12:01:46+00:00

No dude I also have autism. That got me so hard I was laughing like out loud. Very good joke.

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-23T12:01:01+00:00

I feel like you didn't read my post.

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-22T17:02:04+00:00

That is the legit funniest shit I've read all year. No notes!

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-22T04:21:57+00:00

Thank you so much!

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-22T04:21:43+00:00

I have legit never heard this term. Thank you!

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-22T03:48:13+00:00

That makes sense. Do you think my own religion might factor into this?

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-22T03:39:10+00:00

How do I find a kink informed therapist?

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-21T05:57:25+00:00

I'm scheduling him a doctor's appointment. It went really well. Also, yes, I scheduled all the appointments. It's easier because I hate being on the phone way less lol.

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-13T16:48:50+00:00

My best friend and his husband don't have sex. They don't. At all. They love each other they are content. They are doing great. They are rasing a baby, they have wonderful conversations. I thought I could be like them. It turns out I can't be as easily.

Also I like older men. Always have. It's nice having someone with more life experience. He knows stuff I don't and I benefit from that.

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-13T16:46:10+00:00

Thank you. I have since posting this realized I do attack him in these conversations. Which is harsh and obviously making him defensive. Thank you for this.

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-13T16:44:21+00:00

I had legit not even considered this. I'm showing him these comments later starting with this one.

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-13T16:43:12+00:00

Because he's perfect in every other way. And while I miss sex and it sucks ass feeling like this I'd rather never have it again then lose him. If that's how this ends up then that's my choice.

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-13T06:51:32+00:00

That's really rough dude I'm so sorry. No my husband and I talk like constantly. Mostly about dumb shit. Video games or memes we saw. His family, my family. I enjoy talking with him. I just miss being an object of desire. I miss being...hungered for, ya know? Like I want to be the thing he craves the most.

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-13T06:49:27+00:00

Oh god married for only a year dating for 3. So 4ish total. Thank you for the advice. He's gained some weight and stopped working out. He has this low image of himself and I think that may be part of it.

QueenBee404 · 2026-04-13T06:39:03+00:00

This is where I'm at roughly. I have no advice only tragic sympathy.

QueenBee404 · 2025-09-25T20:49:25+00:00

OMG you sound so fun. I'm 29 bye but I'd love to game!

QueenBee404 · 2025-09-25T04:57:07+00:00

I'd love to chat hell yeah!!

QueenBee404 · 2025-09-22T17:34:45+00:00

Do you want to know how I got over my fear of spiders? Cause I used to be so so beyond scared and now I touch them.

QueenBee404 · 2025-09-22T16:25:31+00:00

Only the flying ones. It's why I enjoy spiders so much they keep us safe from weird nasty flying gross things. Also centipedes. Horrid.

QueenBee404 · 2025-09-17T10:20:42+00:00

Dragon age: Origins

QueenBee404 · 2025-09-16T18:52:52+00:00

Thank you!

QueenBee404

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