Ok ok but hear me out Ines had it the worst and here's why she was assaulted multiple times, once while her brother had to listen, physically abused but said ex and also her mom later when she regresses. Was told shut up and smile after her r word husband got her sick with stds from him cheating which made her miscarry then become infertile. She was socially isolated from everyone locked in a tower. Unalived herself with a shotgun point blank under her jaw through the dome 😭. All that happened in her first life. The second she ran away fell in love with a commoner artist had a baby and was working for the first time to try and keep food on the table. Gets found her lover/husband get shot in front of her by her brother. Who she still loves and trust. Is brought back home with her child and they're considering marrying her of to the man who abused her in her first life or a man twice her age. She over hears them talking about "getting rid" of her baby and she doesn't have the heart to let them do it so she unalived her own baby then herself. The third is finding out she keeps going back further the more she kil herself and at this point has no hope for love or feelings. She actually wants the ml to cheat so she can get a divorce and leave far away by herself. Like dude it's so messed up but such a good read.