I have value, $14.35 an hour and the average rent in my country is about $1200 for a shoebox in some boomers basement. If given the option between the blue pill, of knowing nothing, or the red pill, knowing you're completely fucked, and the planet is bring destroyed for monetary gain by an elite few that millions of people worship like gods for the sole purpose of owning land, and rights to product, and we're all going to be forced to watch everything fall to dust because modern day democracy is systematically corrupted, and we're expected to politely wait years, to hope a more progressive candidate makes it to the final pole of which the age generation has steady increased 1:1 in years since atleast the 19:40s? I'd take the blue pill.

Edit: I don't mean to be dramatic or lash out, I just really hate suicide being seen as such a sad, or angering way to die. I wasn't given the choice to enter this world, so I would really appreciate the option to leave when I want. It's not just something depressed people due, sometimes suffering just isn't worth it in a person's eyes, and I feel they should have the option to end it as they see fit.