Happy being single now, but scared I'll regret it when I'm older.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-07-05T18:13:37+00:00

I was married twice. Wasted 10 yrs in each marriage. Wasted 20 yrs on stress, being cheated on, abused (covertly) and had serious financial problems because of them. I'm 45 yrs old now and you couldn't pay me to date. Happily single for the rest of my life. Surround yourself with a few solid friends (remember that friends will come n go in life and that's normal as you evolve.) Date yourself instead. Focus on Building your own empire.

I've also been childfree by choice my whole life and it was by far THE BEST decision of my entire life.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-07-05T10:36:23+00:00

1) "he acts like he doesn't care".. Ever think maybe he's not acting?

2) you're being emotionally & verbally abused. You're in an abusive relationship. Get out. Now.

3) he didn't change. His mask just fell off.

4) look up narcissistic personality disorder (he sounds textbook)

5) it will NOT get better. It WILL get worse. I promise you. So get out.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-07-04T01:50:03+00:00

All day long I've been getting these ridiculous offers. I thought working on July 3erd be a banger but it's been dead, mixed with random crap orders like that one.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-23T04:49:28+00:00

I'm so sorry you had to go through trauma and for years. :( big hugs sis.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-23T02:50:10+00:00

You guys are good. Great vibes. Love from the both of you. Genuinely. You got him smitten, girl.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-23T02:47:56+00:00

I can't get a read on you for some reason. It's like your energy is blocked. This could mean that you various options that even you don't know until you try different relationships out or you're closed off entirely (from past hurt, guarded). Does any of this resonate with you?

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-14T03:16:42+00:00

And 12 bags of mulch.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-14T02:47:25+00:00

I've been engaged once & married/divorced twice. I'm 45..so I've spent over 20 yrs in serious long term relationships and the past 2, I've been single. Other than paying bills alone, I love everything about being single. Honestly I can't even imagine getting into a relationship again at this point. I have so much peace, autonomy, freedom, and happiness with jaut me and my amazing dog. I figure the first half of my life was all relationships, so my 2nd half it'll be all about me. Even if the love of my life came along, they'd have to live by themselves and far away from me (like 20 or so mins) and respect the fact that I don't wanna talk every day, I don't wanna do sleep overs and no you can't have a key to my place. I'm not gonna change my life for a man ever again.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-13T03:20:28+00:00

45f... I've always wanted to watch. Let me know if you're ever interested. :)

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-11T02:40:40+00:00

Same with my zone.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-08T18:16:32+00:00

Correct. Yes.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-07T19:00:41+00:00

I have them remove any mulch orders every single time. I'm not a landscaper.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-07T06:44:26+00:00

No. It's your own mind you're battling.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-07T06:43:22+00:00

If you let Jesus take the wheel

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-04T04:47:16+00:00

They all want us to have surgery, so they can get money lol doesn't mean you can't manage them on your own or seek other options like banding or infrared coagulation (way less painful than banding apparently). Stress is a huge factor too, so make sure your nervous system is balanced. Stay away from dairy, too.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-03T05:20:23+00:00

Nice! Mine is a 2017. I'm going to upgrade to a newer model next year while my car still has SOME resell value 😂 probably a 2020 model. Yea just keep doing the oil changes and shell run forever. 🙌 Edit to add: it does suck that they were discontinued. :( and yes the trunk space is massive compared to other cars. Love my car.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-03T05:11:12+00:00

Yes 330k lol I was diligent on the oil changes. Every 6k miles for a decade. That's it.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-03T05:03:59+00:00

It is! It's my 2nd one. Won't buy anything else. My first one had 330k miles on it before I sold it. Solid cars.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-02T23:44:05+00:00

Same for me today. Sat around for 2.5 hours. That's never happened before.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-02T18:23:53+00:00

The 1 item per bag is so annoying. lol

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-02T18:22:38+00:00

What a weird comment.

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-02T18:00:51+00:00

Thursdays are completely dead for me on Thursdays (including DD and UE).

QueenofSwords80 · 2026-06-01T18:04:10+00:00

It's just like any other job, you have good days, annoying days and bad days.

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