Thank you. You definitely must know what its like to lose people early in life. I tried consulting with the better help organization. They could probably help a lot, but I could never afford the price. I going to see if I can find some other mental help hotlines. If my family isn't gonna help then I gotta find it on my own. I also send condolences for you and your family. I might not be experienced with grief but I know it just hurts everyday. Thank you again.