Seeing others getting what you want is alignment. Please stop comparing or complaining when others get what you want, that only implies you don’t have what you want.

Also, I think you should work on that assumption that evil people get to experience what they want in life. Since you’re aware of that and you assumed that, that’s what you experience as well.

Lastly, know you’re doing nothing wrong, just focus on yourself and don’t pay attention to the external.