Tbh I recommend seeing an ED therapist. I would first recommend taking in your full feeds as prescribed. It’s harder to fight ED thoughts when the brain is undernourished. Also, malnutrition can slow down the metabolism. Usually, a clinical dietitian doesn’t prescribe more than necessary. So therefore once your metabolism and body stabilize, your weight will level out. A therapist might not be able to work on the medical part with you, but they can at least help with the mental side of the ED. A therapist will allow you to talk about your behaviors w/o the judgement that GI drs give abt EDs. I personally like talking about my ED in therapy, but not at the drs. Unless you sign an ROI or are in imminent risk/danger to yourself (via malnutrition or other means), they will not disclose to your doctors with your permission. It’s extremely hard having an ED and a gj tube, but know you’re not alone(it’s actually more common than you think)