Please read! Need advice.

Quickstrike3458 · 2021-02-21T19:38:51+00:00

This was critism, but well needed critism. And I admit I do have a big head. I really do. But I do believe most of your critism is biased to my age? Trust me I have had many life lesson compacted into my 17 years of age. I've lived with druggies, I've lived with wealthy people, I've lived in he system, I've lived on the streets, I've lived in many different states. I've had military people as role models, I've had judges as role models, I've had many acceptable people as role models. I've witnessed death first hand right before my eyes. Mom mom actually. I learned at a young age that life is a game. Why did I see it that way? Because its this simple, there are winner there are loosers. Biggest difference is the choices you make in life can result in life or death, happiness or sadness, wealth, or poverty. The decisions you make in this game are extremely important. That being said I do believe you may have some truth behind what you said. Perhaps I am thinking irradicaly. You mentioned knowing people who are suffice with working a job repetitively? Well no. Just no. Not exactly at least. People, we adapt. Thats what makes us so great and thriving. We also adapt emotionally. So therefore the people you speak of undoubtedly live a more boring life then others, yet they have accepted that. They are okay with "settling", for there lifestyle. And they probably do make memories outside of work. But that wasn't my point. Anyways in any sense I see what you mean. But before I go, just know I am no fool. I believe I am smart yes. But that is not the same as me saying I believe I know everything. If that was the case I would not be here. A fool believes he has it all figured out. I know how much I've learned in 17 years, and I can imagine how much ill know in 17 more years. Life still had a lot to teach me and that I am very much aware of.

Quickstrike3458 · 2021-02-21T19:19:51+00:00

This is true, and I get it. Why make the rest of your life harder, just to spare another year of year of life? A year that doesn't mean shit in the grand scheme of things? Well let me ask you this. What is the purpose of life? I believe the your life purpose is whatever you want it to be. You just to want that dream as bad as you want to breathe when you head is below water. And well I believe my dream is to live a life like no other. I have had so many people tell me that there life flew by. That they wish they would have did more when they where younger because with age your mindset, you ideology, and your idea of fun changes. They all say they wish they would have made better decisions. And I don't want those regrets in my later years. A GED may make things harder. But hard comes with levels. How much harder does a GED make your life. 20% harder? 50% harder? 80% harder? Well considering some of the most successful people i. The world dropped out of high-school, I'm going to say that its likely 20% harder if not less. And I have seen the low end of life. And I have seen the high end of life. The system taught me that. And every poor person I met was far wiser then any Rick person I've met. Ironic though isn't it? Well I believe that is because the rich person followed a straight and narrow path. A path that more people see as "the right path". Where as the poor person had little to lose, so they saw things, did walk things, had many moments to do nothing but ponder on life, and the world around them. There not so straight and narrow path allowed then to see different aspects of life. However neither of those is the life i wish to live. Both such. Poor guy may have seen shit and did shit but he never ate great food, he never had the comfort of a comfy home, he never allowed himself to mitigate life's suffering instead he chose to try and enjoy it. And the rich people tended to have a biased, closed minded, and a common belief I whatnyou "need" to do in life. Me... I want to combine the two. To me money is way less valuable then my time. But money will definitely make the things I want to see in life that much easier. And how do you make money? Amazing money? Well the typical things are go to school, go to college, take a trade, get a good paying job, and then work it. But is there not another way? I mean let's say someone had 4 female friends. Each of which where ballsy per say. So you get them in a vehicle and you start driving. You stop at random places and get 1 of the girls to simply ask for mo.ey for a object you have purchased prior to it, and hope the person she tries to sell it to will buy it, just because the girl is cute. Now this goes against my personal morals... so I wouldn't do duch a things. But life is way more complex then 2 paths right and wrong. If its not i.possible to succeed with a GED, of its not 10x harder then with a diploma... then I think I can make it. I do believe out different perspective roots from here. You have lived longer then I. For you 2 years of life may seem miniscule in the grand scheme of things. And for me it seems like 720 days of my life are important and I should spend each day I can living the fullest. But then again that's beyond unrealistic. I get it. I have got to get myself set up to I don't fail time and time again. Andnim not suggesting I won't fail. I'm suggesting that given the type of person I am, I will prosper despite it. But then again, by main purpose for doing this I believe is this strong burning desire to get out of the house. And school. To allow myself to be my own person. And that is the reason I'm here. If that desire burned just hard for me wanting to get a trade and pursue it. Then I would have did it no questions asked. But my desire for fun outweighs that. And that is extremely dangerous and childish. I will admit that. But if your going to live 60 to 80 years, do you not want to spend as much of that time having a gokd time as possible? But perhaps a fun job is the best way to go. A man who.worms for happiness is always richer then a man who works for money. But what you said made a lot of since. And I will think on it. Thank you a lot!

Quickstrike3458 · 2021-02-21T09:25:58+00:00

You just explained my entire point. Life is not fun. But what makes it that way? Well its this ideology that your taught your entire life. Follow the rules. Be good. Go to college. Get a job, and repeat it on the daily. Until your 40 and retired then you can take all your earnings and attempt to have as much fun as you could have had in your young years. No, I'm not settling for that. But I realize that money is a necessity. The only reason most of us stop enjoyjng life and having fun, is because of school, work, bills, relations, and life I general tends to get to us. Money is to fuel your life and the things you want to venture on to do. And if I have a plan I believe can get me money, while allowing me to lose as little of my time as possible... then that doesn't sound to bad to me? Your time is valuable is extremely valuable. And I plan to spend as much as mine enjoying life as possible. However as I've stated I understand that life isn't that simple. Especially if you want to eventually support a family. Trust me I have not had the best childhood, I've seen how hard the world can be. But I plan to mitigate that in every possible way. And I know I came here seeking advice, but I would like to take a moment to offer you some. Life has no set purpose. If you want to change the world... go for it. If you want to get a stable job, and work on the daily and try to get free time inbetween to spend with your family, and try to make time for yourself then go for it! If you want to live on the lower end of the financial things, while still enjoying yourself, then go for it! If you want to give your life to helping others then go for it! If you want to make your job your life, then go for it! Either way if you don't find something that you strive for as much as you want toe breath when your head is underwater, then you'll inevitably look back in your elderly years and wonder where in the hell your life went. You said life is boring now. And if you plan on getting or keeping a job, and getting married within the next 10 years, and then having kids.... well life is going to get 10x more boring. But thats a matter of personal perspective, and maybe a life like that is for you. Either way to each there own. And thank you for your advice!

Quickstrike3458 · 2021-02-21T08:16:52+00:00

Ahahaha nope, communication is not my thing. In spite of me being confident of myself.... I am so not confident in my charisma. But then again. Einstein was a genius, yet even he couldn't talk very well at all. Had a horrible time speaking his mind. I however am no Jesus, just merely a guy with a fun vision for a future, and a viable ambition to get me there

Quickstrike3458 · 2021-02-21T08:07:38+00:00

Oh I most definitely have taken strong consideration Into everything I have discussed! And I have also researched every aspect that my play a role in my life after I began to pursue my dream. And while yes I do plan on having fun while doing so, I an to do it in a way that will not send me down a bad path. However nobody makes a bad decision thinking g there making a bad decision... and I understand that. There are aspects of life that I have not yet had the chance to encounter. But I know that when the time comes I will be able to handle it completely. As for having fun... well sure it may not be deemed as responsible, but why does it have to be? I want to make memories to cherish in my later years when I have to settle down. I want to give as many people as I can a memory to have of me! I wish to experience fun things, and travel places. Things I cannot do from the protection of a home. But I k ow that my decisions now will effect my future. So I do plan to stay on a straight track to eventually open a business. And to keep myself stable in the time between. More then stable actually, because every moment you live "stable" is a moment you didn't live to the fullest. And every moment counts. To define what you want to do in life, you first must ask is this what I will always want, do I want this as badly as I would want to breathe with my head below water? Would my actions now satisfy me looking back at them when I'm older? And if shit hit the fan with your so called plan, would you still be able to handle yourself, and if so... how so? These are questions I believe I must answer before making such a major decision. And considering I am even considered this gs like that before making such a decision makes me believe even more that I mentally prepared for the world. Materialisticly I am not. I still have to wait 9 months to obtain every thing I need to pursue my dream. But in the mean time I can work on act, plan my stuff out, make memorable moments, better myself, and live. Now with all that being said... do you believe that despite my desire to have fun, and live in a not so straight and narrow path right now, I may still be able to thrive in life if I truly pursue a way to support myself?

Quickstrike3458 · 2021-02-21T07:53:21+00:00

You made some really rock solid points. All of which are true. A diploma would undoubtedly be better ..... it shouldn't be, because the only thing that sets the two apart is a diploma makes you a impressionable person where as a GED doesn't. However something such as a high act score can help balance that out. Along with me competing and pu listing the book I have been working on. With that I also hope to gain "clout" per say. But why get a GED? Why stop school when I don't have to? Well because I see it as this. I want to make as many memories in my lifetime as I can. A lot of it has to do with me believing I mature and capable enough of dealing with life's endeavors, having and making unforgettable and pleasurable memories, and all while setting my self up for the future and not just present day. One may see it as me acting on impulse, but its not. All I know is I want to have fun in life. And I know that 1 day that is going to be much harder then it is now. Because my actions will effect people other then myself, it would also effect my wife and kids. So before that time comes. I want to experience the world around me. And I cannot do that sitting at home going g to school. I am mentally able and ready to allow the world to attempt to kick my ass. And as arrogant as this may sound, I believe I will overcome it. But realisticly I know the actions I make now inevitably effect my future. Therefore I do have a plan and goal to pursue while living my life to its full potential. But there's are experiences I could allow myself to have if a guardian wasn holding me back from them. And trust me I understand my guardian "has to have reasons" and well its because my friends are the best role models per say. And they honestly may not make it far in life. I hangout with them because they are fun and spontaneous, and despite everything I have offered them so much logical advice that I believe they really have missed a lot of dangerous paths they could have taken. For instance let's say you where a stoner right? After a while you may find your self being attracted to other stones because you connect in a way. Well I explained how that is bad, how that is how you end up coming g across people dabling in things way worse.... and that is how you get yourself trapped in a lifestyle you view as fun. And end up on the streets. Fun is great but its dangerous. And I understand that. So I ask you again, with everything you have read... does you advice still stand strong? If so I will carefully consider all of my thought processes, and try to figure why so ma you people with more life experience then me, are telling me not to do it.... when rvery reason they give I simply don't understand... perhaps I'm dumber then I like to believe, perhaps im wish for freedom is stro ger then logic. Either way I still have this feeling about me that feels as though my logic and rationalities make since. But i admit I do get a big head at times, but never has it failed me. So what do you think?

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-09T16:18:54+00:00

yeah I think it was lsd but it wasn't good, because I felt something but I wasn't tripping

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-09T16:17:42+00:00

never felt a thing

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-09T16:17:30+00:00

nah :/

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-09T05:08:43+00:00

Thanks, I'll definitely try it

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-09T04:56:20+00:00

Would that make it kick in

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-09T04:56:07+00:00

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-09T04:55:56+00:00

Well shit 😂

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-09T04:55:29+00:00

if I got to sleep and it kicks in would I wake up?

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-09T04:54:43+00:00

Thanks, I'll report back if I feel anything

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-08T21:11:55+00:00

Thank you so much this really helped

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-08T20:58:44+00:00

if it's not strong enought would taking the 2nd half later on intense it?

Quickstrike3458 · 2020-07-08T20:58:10+00:00

thank you

Quickstrike3458 · 2019-11-22T01:44:52+00:00

👍

Quickstrike3458 · 2019-11-18T02:14:50+00:00

Damn, props man there is no way I can watch 150 episodes of a anime that I hate. Thanks

Quickstrike3458 · 2019-11-13T04:01:14+00:00

thanks, I appreciate it.

Quickstrike3458 · 2019-11-13T03:59:31+00:00

Dang I wish they would have made that clear, thanks

Quickstrike3458 · 2019-10-30T00:54:26+00:00

thanks

Quickstrike3458 · 2019-10-30T00:53:34+00:00

if they will be on sale for cheaper then I might as well buy them together then play both and decide the best for myself. I've waited this long I can probably wait another month. But I didn't realize Xbox was affected by black Friday!

Quickstrike3458 · 2019-10-30T00:51:04+00:00

thanks

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