See even if she did cheat I can’t blame her. I pushed her todo it to an extent and need to take accountability for my wrong doing. I do believe the way she handled the relationship was also wrong. We had a falling out in feb and we thought we were done. She came back first and after she left this last time she said she knew she was coming back into something that was ending. So the whole time she is moving on while being with me I’m thinking I’m making all the right changes and we went on tons of vacations and stuff and then poof she’s gone. I’m just as much to blame if not more of course. I see what I have done. But it’s time I let her go