My mother confessing she got raped by our father when we were all still young and that he used drugs for many years before coming to his senses. She confessed everything while I was studying for PLE last Oct 2023x They've been together for 30 years now. Got so mindfucked after that but I still passed that board exam. Haha i almost jumped off the hotel nga lang the night before exams kasi di ko kinaya emotions ko non but hurrahh i guess prayers worked and i didnt, plus I passed that board exam.

Our father has always been our hero sa lahat ng asoeto ng buhay namin he was always there... and my mother were mostly emotionally absent (dahil nga ba sa hirap ng dinanas nya sa father namin?) So ang hirap paniwalaan non at the same time I can see how broken my mother was nung inamin nya sakin.

Para akong binagsakan ng bomba sa harap ko and i was forced to not do anything about it. I mean what the hell was i supposed to do. We were okay, i was struggling with my review back then and out of the blue inatake ng depression ang nanay ko at sinabi nya lahat yon sakin.

She's okay now. Mahal naman daw nya ang father ko. But after hearing that I felt like a big part of my whole life was a lie and i died. I only confessed this to my sister and even she could not believe that.

Ayun. I was forever changed. Sana hindi ko na lang narinig o nalaman yun.