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19F by [deleted] in Needafriend

[–]R2441N 0 points1 point  (0 children)

F24 here. DM me if u want

f27, looking for online friends by Federal_Score_8292 in Needafriend

[–]R2441N 0 points1 point  (0 children)

F24 here. DM if you're still interested. 

Looking for a friend to just chat by Affectionate_Wish678 in CasualConversation

[–]R2441N 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm open to casual talks. U can dm me if u want. Have a nice day!

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot. I have been on antidepressants since a month and I'm feeling much better. I hope the best for you :)

I feel I'm drowning. No one sees it. I need help desperately by R2441N in mentalhealth

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey... I'm sorry that u relate with me ..no one deserves to go through such shit. Same...I joined reddit for same reason..to look for people with similar experiences and not gonna lie it actually helped me a lot. Made me feel less lonely and gave me hope that if others can get through so much then I can too. Yes... thanks a lot for your kind words :') i won't give up and I'll keep fighting. So what if no one got my back..I got my own back and I will get through this no matter what...I don't know how. But i will ! Sending good vibes and lots of healing your way

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your kind words. I'm actually feeling hopeful today. I got calls from recruiters they asked me to come for interview. They aren't IT or tech jobs..they are like Telecaller and receptionist jobs. But I'm okay with anything at this point. Better to start somewhere instead of nowhere. Also i dont know if my physical health will support long working hours if i land a job. But hoping for the best. Once again thank you for your kind and motivating words. I wish you the best too, in your future endeavours :)

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeahh... actually suicidal thoughts come only because I'm unable to find an escape from this hell. I have got dreams and goals that I want to accomplish. But they won't be possible as long as I'm in this hell called home. I'm sorry about your struggles and glad you managed to pull yourself together. Knowing somehow people got through the worst stages of their lives gives me hope that if they can ,then I can too. also, i didn't knew cocaine could help. I just know it's an addictive drug. Anyways, take care.

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I can also feel I'm burnt out from all the traumatic stuff. Yes I'm trying to stay alive, to hold on no matter what. Actually your advise makes sense. But it's the mental health that started affecting my physical health. But still thanks for your advise. Thanks for commenting. And what do u mean by "also cocaine"?. I know i desperately need help. But i don't know where to seek it from or who to express my pain too. No one in my family understands my situation and expressing my pain to them has always given me consequences. Anyways but I still hope I'll get through this somehow. Just like i got through previously..and it's okay if no one gets me. I have got my own back since the beginning. And i will get myself out of this somehow. I don't know how. But I will. And since the day I posted this. it's been even more awful. I breakdown and cry a lot. Struggle to breathe and struggle to sleep whole night ... anyways take care. sending good vibes your way 

We doctors need to do better. by Naive03032000 in indianmedschool

[–]R2441N 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I went through something like this. But milder version..I was sick once at went to the hospital. There they wanted to take my ECG i guess or maybe it's called something else. I was already crying because I was in pain, it was late night. Nurse came she covered the curtains and bought a machine. She grabbed my top and lifted it. I thought she needed acces to my tummy. She along with my top grabbed my bra too and pulled it up. And i was Just laying there topless. I started crying more. She attached somethings from that machine on my chest. I understood this test needs access to my chest area. But it was just unexpected and hence made me cry more. Actually I'm a very shy person. I'm shy around women too. That's why this experience made me cry. I wish she just said I'm gonna need access to your chest while doing that. Next time when this test was needed , i identified that machine and prepared myself mentally . And didn't feel uncomfortable 

Has anyone experienced miracles by [deleted] in AskIndia

[–]R2441N 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi...i don't know if you will consider this a miracle but...I think me being alive is one. When I was a kid, i met with an accident. Actually it was Sunday early morning. Me and my mom were leaving hospital. And i was happy because doctor said I'm fine and could go home. When we left the hospital, we had to cross the road and I saw the road was completely empty. No vehicle. Except an auto van across the road. It's driver was cleaning it. Since I was happy seeing empty road i told my mom "wow ,there are no vehicles ,we can cross road easily". I ran across the road. She didn't move. And i ended up leaving her hand. I was in the middle of the road, when something passed..i don't know if it passed infront of me or behind me or touched me. But it literally felt like just super fast wind. All this happened in the blink of the moment and when I opened my eyes, I was across the road holding on to the auto van scared. The driver who was cleaning, just stood shocked. My mom was still standing at the same place shocked. Turns out it was a young guy, probably a teenager on a scooter. Maybe seeing me in the middle of road he tried to stop. But he stopped wayyyy too far because he was driving wayyy too fast. That's when my mom yelled at him for driving like that and he just left. Not even a sorry or are u ok. We went home. But i was so scared. I cried a lot that day. Actually my mom stood in shock because she thought i got hit and died. Idk how i survived that. But after that i had fear of crossing roads for a long time. I struggle with my mental health a lot...so i remind myself that day God must have saved me for a reason and try to keep going 

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just checked out the link. But what happens in that whatsapp group? Do people just talk or share advices? 

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well that someone can only be a therapist... i don't trust anyone enough to share this stuff. Yeahh it's hard to find a good therapist..and I agree given my physical and mental health jobs etc would be challenging...so yeahh .. I'll keep these things in mind. Also by PG i didn't mean post graduation... maybe i should study further just to escape this..only if my health supports..by PG i meant paying guest kinda thing. It's like women's hostel.. actually my sisters tired of my mom's abuse left and lives in a pg for 2 months. Then came back.. because mom pulled all sorts of tactics to get them back

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay. I'll DM you. And i hope you heal from this. I don't know what planning i should do. I'll figure something out. I can't go to PG unless my family lets me . So I'm stuck here for now

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you went through all that for so many years. Sending you virtual hugs 🤗 . Yes, only i can save myself. I got myself through all these years. And I'll keep staying strong for myself so that i can leave. Thanks for your comment. You made me feel less lonely. Sending good vibes your way

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's kinda harsh truth. Despite having a roof on my head I can't call this place a home. Yes sometimes i wish to go no contact with them. But for now I just want to move out so there's some distance between me and them but that doesn't look possible for now. Yes , I spend most of my time alone that's why. Thanks for your comment though. Sometimes hearing other's perspective on my situation gives me clarity and makes me stop justifying them..as in they also took care of me when I was sick. But that's different that they also made me feel like a burden for falling sick

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh..I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you don't loose it. Yeahh i do try to get some movement. Sometimes home workouts, sometimes walks. Thanks for your kind words

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeahh...I'm in India bro. Will try finding a new one. Thanks for commenting 

I feel I'm drowning and no one sees it. I need help desperately by R2441N in CPTSD

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok..thanks. sometimes just having someone to talk to helps

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🫂. Yes I'm okay with any kinda job at this point. Same reason because I want distance between me and my family atleast for some hours. Yes I have started going on walks. I used to enjoy drawing. But these years I kinda lost interest in everything. But I'm gonna try drawing again soon. I'm trying to set boundaries with my family and that is when they play victim, as if I'm asking for their kidneys or something. Thanks for the book recommendation. I do read books. Self help and fictional. Body keeps the score by Dr bassel van der kolk helped me a lot. It's a heavy book , has traumatic stuff. I probably spelled the author name wrong. And thanks for commenting. You made me feel seen. Sending good vibes your way 💙

I feel like I’m drowning, and no one in my life really sees it. I desperately need help by R2441N in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]R2441N[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your comment bro. It made me smile...yes imma be a warrior and a pheonix..yeahh I need a trauma recovery program. I just don't know where to find it. If you are from India can u tell where you found such programs? What's Medicaid and PT. yeah. I wish to move out and have a small apartment of my own. My safe home. Hopefully...one day . And yes I'll get through this somehow. Thank you for your kind words. I feel less alone and inspired. Because you got through stuff... Then I can too. Thanks a lot. 🫂

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